And so it's done

That dream I saved 

I cherished and nurtured

Fed the best parts of me

Now dried up and decaying 

Crumbling like flaky pastries

The color all gone 

Now grey and dusty

Like cobwebs in corners

Of long forgotten rooms

Like dirt on windows

No one has looked through 

The feeling I had

All diminished and dead

No longer a heartbeat 

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Maybe not the healthiest thing 

But the healthiest I ever had

Such a prince charming you seemed, with

 your white van for a steed. Full of recovery 

stories and what seemed like integrity.  

Not perfect for sure, an anger problem and unnaturally, unwarranted high self esteem. Yet still better, more together and healthier 

than I had ever been.

So many nuggets of...

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True self malformed

Matured deformed

Broken, hidden

Never brought out to the light 

Scared and insecure

Not sure it will be heard 

Weakened, sickly

Has deviant thoughts.

Common inclinations 

No longer enough.  

Dark and secret

His taste no longer….

Stock 

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Cherry blossom petals 

My favorite spring snow

Sweet smelling, fresh 

Floating on the breeze

Tiny ballerinas that chasse

Journeying to unite

With their kin

Cotton candy mounds 

On pavement 

Gentle breezes creating 

Terrifying pink tornados 

For micro hard workers

Intensely collecting

Tiny fragile petals piles

Calling kicking

Foo...

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