CRY
Cried a river
Tired my soul
To fall asleep wilder and senseless
I haven’t cried for a dead so loud
For you, I had cried louder to foster waves and pull you toward my shore
My love wasn’t weak
To not show you how much my weakness
So many times
Not enough for you to turn back your boat
Tears drenched me
Yet my eyes wouldn’t pity me
I would reach out to you i...
Saturday 15th October 2022 4:13 am
It was the alcohol
Blurry gaze
As you wiped my tears with your firm palm
Assured me that you'll be there
"We'll be there"
However, you've never been interested in my story
All I've ever done is vomited them
When I'm not certain of how much I had to drink
You have listened or you have nodded your head
As my eyes were open and you didn't want to seem uninterested
Probably my words were jus...
Monday 18th July 2022 3:28 pm
House of Love
I'm glad that you walked out of that house
That House of Love,
I had believed you would never forsake
Must have felt liberating, leaving me shaken
Abandoning my warm grip to hold your own
The emotional tides that came as you left were overpowering
Left me stranded and weeping
Could reach you anytime
Had believed in our love that would stitch us close
Closer than b...
Wednesday 20th October 2021 10:12 am
Dancing
I am dancing alone
Around silence
The rushing beats of my heart
The only noise matching the steps of my feet along
My feet are cold
It must be the marble floor,
numb cold
Despite the hours, my feet have clung on
Oh! It must be my soul,
dead long ago
I am still dancing alone,
continuous
The cruel mirror in front of me
Standing and showing me the tears
...
Monday 16th August 2021 10:24 am
It
Is it fair to not feel normal?
After 18 years of living sanely?
Am I the one responsible for all this?
Is it here to settle in me?
Is it here to make me fall?
These days it is keeping me awake
At 3 am, I am feeling restless
These days I feel like giving up more
Three pairs of eyes stop me though
The feeling is something I have never felt
It is not beautiful
It is selfish, not wantin...
Tuesday 8th June 2021 2:40 pm
sailing
Your heart is in my hand
I have been holding it for too long
It is telling me to hold on one more time
For little long
Coming time, not sure
It will mend the broken pieces
To start a new story of love
It's my expectation
Not sure it will turn into reality
But I will say it out loud
I don't want it
The broken pieces have formed a heart itself
A heart of s...
Monday 31st August 2020 6:31 pm
a story
Took me a week to realize
That you were different
A sad different to me
Was it the new place?
The new place where you finally felt at liberty
Or
The new place where I wasn't with you
Was it those new faces?
Those new faces that made you curious
Or
Those new faces that distracted you from me
I tried not to freak out
I calmed and confronted myself almost ev...
Thursday 25th June 2020 2:24 pm
.
I thought I was getting better
I thought I had become stronger
But last night I cried
I cried because of you
But
I kept my promise because I didn't cry for you
Every night, when I am putting myself to sleep
Our moments crosses my thoughts
I don't blush
I don't smile
I think of something else
And I wish I could omit everything from my mind
Monday 11th May 2020 7:13 am
Timing
When I was 14
I made a mess
Stumbled upon a guy
But later fixed my eyes on him
Wasnt long enough
I build up a fantasy inside my head
That killed me every time I saw him
Adrenaline rush but crunched emotions
We were holding hands, in my imaginations
Never had a word in person
That chapter closed
I myself wreaked my heart with gruesome expectations
I am 18
But I made a mess
Love con...
Monday 4th May 2020 3:11 pm
Or
In the earliest,
We thought of excuses to talk
Both of them waiting for a 'hi' to pop up
Shyness turned to comfort
When conversation continued from one day to another
'Bye' in the conversation was on a verge of extinction
Nights turned longest
When they learned about each other more, at around 2 am
They were no longer strangers
But they didn't call themselves lovers
...Sunday 3rd May 2020 2:46 pm
Your Words
"I love you"
Three words with pure feelings
Words kept us alive
Words showed affection
Baby, your name was my word
The word 'love' was you
You were my world
But
Your words were hell for me
Unexpected from your mouth
Stung my heart deep
I wish I never heard it
I wish you never uttered it
Your words have made me doubt myself
Your words have made me fe...
Saturday 25th April 2020 1:56 pm
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