You are the art of my dreams.
The muse of my thoughts
and the sweetness of my soul.
a gentle aura surrounding mine
sending messages through the skin and bone
what a funny way to live,
what a peaceful time
to be alive.
to dare what is romance between the reality of life and visions
to desire not only a life
but two paths in one.
-G. N. D.
Friday 14th September 2018 2:25 am
Ive changed all the locks and the ways to my heart
Ive patched up the holes you tore all apart
Repainted the lies you captured me with
Remodeled my life from pain to pure bliss
I no longer miss you, I pity your soul
Ive worked long and hard to patch up these holes
The space is all new
I can rent it out
This space is all mine and what Im about
Your key will not work
Friday 31st August 2018 10:10 pm
“Ich du, Ich du!”
Those words meant nothing to you.
Nought but bindings
Tethering me to you.
Your loving face turned hard,
Your gaze hurting me like barbs.
“Ich du, Ich du!”
The words that bind me to you.
Your ghastly glare
Evoking within me so much fear.
“I truly do love you dear,”
Barely but a long-lost whisper in my ears.
Your gentle touch tur...
Monday 18th June 2018 3:41 pm
Loves just a feeling
It often changes
It may go quick and crash
Or keep you waiting
It's a good high
But the fall is pretty harsh
I wouldn't want to get hurt
I'm not too fond of goodbyes
People say I haven't tried it
And thus should with them
For that I spew excuses
And yet they still go at it
I don't believe anything could ever last...
Friday 30th March 2018 4:43 pm
You're so annoying
And so distasteful
You won't stop talking
I hate you very much
When the rain has finally come
You'll sparkle like the sun
And when I'm working
You'll go…right ahead and call me
You drive me crazy
I think I've gone insane
I just want to be lazy
But you'll drag me out to play
People say I ain't perfect
But you'll ...
Friday 30th March 2018 4:39 pm
Yknow its been awhile
Since ive dreamt a good dream
Most are just filled with running
Abuse drowned out by screams
And ok maybe this was not too different
Here, I ran from screams too
But the most significant
Was that I didn't bother to leave you
It's been awhile, yknow
Since I've typed out my feelings
I don’t know why I stopped
It must be the ...
Friday 30th March 2018 4:36 pm
He made our argument physical again tonight
Every time I think it's the last
Leaving him isn't an option
Plus, where would I go?
My heart can't take the cruel words or pain
Eventually, I'll learn how to cope.
Thursday 1st March 2018 5:24 am
When it was discovered, we recoiled
Out of doubt, out of fear
We focused on the opinions of others
Instead of what we thought
When I let our secret fly free,
I was shown acceptance and love
Hope blossomed like a cactus flower
It would be okay.
He was capricious, of two minds
One day yes, the next was no,
He produced a name, but renounced his love
Tuesday 20th February 2018 12:17 am
A house is built from bricks and glued
Together to create shelter renewed
A skeleton protecting organs hidden inside,
Waiting for a family to live and reside
Seasons pass and storms blow by
Damage accrues despite how hard it tries
To keep flawless and perfect, societies dream
From beauty to beast, becomes unseen
"I am ugly, marred, broken- why bother trying?"
My purpose is futile, my fut...
Tuesday 13th February 2018 8:09 pm
I think I hung myself in your tears
Yeah, the other day I realised
One noose, one tear drop - same shape.
I choked on the salt of it
eternally thirsty now
When they fell from your eyes
they looked like showers of broken glass
How I wished I could have swallowed that instead
I think that would hurt less
I’ve got 6 bruises, 7 cuts, 3 scars
I’m still counting.
Sunday 11th February 2018 2:21 am