{What I Need} 

 

What I need is to be 

the same person I was 

before chiari 

 

 

And what I need is

to be that person who

can be able to cope 

with life again

 

And I need to feel 

calm and not so 

panicky 

 

And I need to feel

good about myself

 

And not so bad 

about myself

 

And for the thing's in

my life that I am unable 

to control because of my 

brain that malfunctions 

most of the time and for

the one's I can control 

 

And I need to be right

and not always feeling

so wrong 

 

And I need to feel 

confident again in 

myself 

 

And I need to be able

to stand up for myself 

and not backing down

all the time 

 

And I need to say 

I'm not okay now 

 

And I need to show 

that I can do this on

my own now 

 

And I will show continue

to show you all that I 

canand that I will do this

on my own no matter

how much or many 

timesyou say I want do

it and just hold on watch

me show you that I

can do it 

 

And this is what

I need 

 

 

©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2016 but posting here on February 24,2018