What do you do when such a huge part of your EVERYDAY life is just gone? A complete void that appeared instantly overnight.

You have shoes here, a toothbrush, clothes that I've slept in almost every night for the past 2 years, tons of toys/games you bought our son, things you bought me, your #1 on my speed dial, your profile on Netflix, our cat Spooks that you named, everything is still here... except you.

It's not suppose to be like this. 
It's suppose to be the beginning of the happiest of times for both of us.... together. 
We both worked hard to become better people.
It's not fair.

I don't want to hear some religious nonsense.
I don't want to hear your in a better place.
I don't want to hear it will take time.

I want to hear your voice saying your coming home.