bodies (pieces of meat)
is seen as attractive but sometimes that is all guys see
they want to have sex and leave just because I have a decent body
they don’t care about who I am as a person or what I like to do or any of it
they are just nice to me to use me
and i fall for it
i fall for the fake charm. the elusiveness of being wanted pulls me in and then i face plant when i realize the true intentions.
i am stupid. i am worthless. i am just a piece of meat floating on a sphere that is used to get a guy off and then feel ashamed and leave.
what makes them stay?
the answer is nothing.
they will never be filled by countless asses and pussy holes. nothing can fulfill an infinite emptiness based off shallow qualities.
the earth is materialistic and materialistic things always fade just like boys interest in me