Poetry Blog by Wallflower
Do.RoThy on Grayson (Sun, 8 Mar 2020 01:25 am)
on Untitled (Thu, 18 Jul 2019 02:41 am)
He loves me, he loves me not.
In my hands I hold our fate -
watching as the petals drop
as if to insinuate
a predictable future
from this one wild flower.
Tuesday 28th July 2020 4:53 am
I still remember that day
and all the feelings that came
when you took your life away;
nothing was ever the same.
No matter how much they tried
they couldn’t bring back your life.
Every day after you died
darkness snuffed out all the light.
After the months of sadness
following your suicide,
sadness turns into madness –
why the fuck did you take your life.
Sunday 8th March 2020 12:57 am
It seems like just yesterday
we were kissing and talking
about our plans for the day
I can only imagine
the possibilities of
how things could have happened
if I had shown you more love.
Perhaps you’d still be with me
if I had taken the time
to understand you had needs
instead of focusing on mine.
As I sit here alone thinking ...
Saturday 7th March 2020 2:59 am
Everyone has their secrets,
some are just better liars –
they never show their weakness.
Inside they burn like wildfire.
Without a conscience you are free
from the torment and the dread.
It is such bullshit and irony
that Hell exists only in your head.
The walls you build imprison
keeping altruism distant,
from a life worth existenc...
Saturday 29th February 2020 10:33 pm
A girl who wanted nothing more than to feel belonging, felt that her life had been prolonging. The girl struggled with her weight—starving and binging what she ate; and with that hatred she turned to self, and placed her feelings on a shelf. She had a mother stern and strong, and a father that was never taught right from wrong. She turned to drinking to stall the pain, with each sip killing her br...
Saturday 29th February 2020 9:15 pm
Is emptiness a feeling?
Or is it the emotions
your smile is concealing?
Your head full of commotions.
What is it you believe in?
Universe – religion – self,
I can see it in your eyes –
it’s clear that you need some help!
They control you with your fears,
if only you could lull their
faint whispering in your ears.
Constant internal warfare.
Thursday 14th November 2019 2:47 am
Ask yourself this -
living in a world of things,
what brings meaning
when the only inevitability is change?
Don't live to own,
no satisfaction ever came from possession.
The most beautiful flower ever grown
can only be appreciated if left alone.
And you are this flower -
wild and free.
You define the moments.
Don't stifle, grow.
Saturday 27th July 2019 8:45 pm
It's crazy how much can change.
Once familiar, now is strange.
The you I knew as my friend
now I barely comprehend.
Two lives, together, estranged.
Friday 26th July 2019 8:30 pm
If I could ask you a question -
do you think you would humor me?
How do you think my depression
will end up devouring me?
This sickness inside my stomach
is all from inside of my head.
Around me, my life has plummet -
I really could just drop dead.
Like picking up a puzzle piece
so sharp it cuts your hands like glass.
If only these thoughts would cease....
Sunday 21st July 2019 5:51 pm
Her love was like the ocean
whose tide pulled and swept away
the world and all its commotion,
leaving behind death and decay.
Before you raise your judgement
on this lonely wretched girl,
understand it's not what she meant
to have the world unfurl.
You see, she only knew how
to feel broken and dead inside,
and what she didn't know was
how to be alive....
Thursday 18th July 2019 2:36 am
She never was an angel
Yet, there was light about her.
They say good conquers evil
But even the bold falter.
Inside her head thoughts ran deep -
Popping pills to stay relaxed.
Mental scars and lack of sleep
Cause for another Prozac.
Simple fix becomes habit,
Self-prescribed daily doses,
Tells herself 'I must have it' -
Life less lived comatose.
Drug induced comfort, forget-me-co...
Monday 8th July 2019 8:32 pm
There's nothing louder than silence,
Like gasping, drowning on air.
Tried looking around for guidance -
No one really seemed to care.
To go about life unnoticed
Without so much a remark,
If only just for a moment
Beauty gets wasted in dark.
Take these words as you will have them
They never belonged to me.
Come follow my course in tandem,
It's the truth t...
Sunday 7th July 2019 10:06 pm
Valiant Valkyrie, burning with white light,
she rips across the sky like lightning bolts across the night.
Demoralizing demons dwelling in the hearts of man,
she smites the sons of Satan and drives evil from this land.
All attacks upon her are attacks upon the self -
for how could one damage that which is good and nothing else?
Perfect in her imperfection,
beauty in her battle...
Saturday 6th July 2019 7:02 pm
This family is a broken tree,
look at what they did to me.
Along the way I’ve lost my mind –
dug deep inside, it’s hard to find
the purpose in this misery.
Friday 5th July 2019 8:16 pm
My life is good.
My life is bad.
I have everything I could wish for.
I have nothing at all.
I take many pills.
I’m not sure why.
I am the happiest person you will meet.
I am the saddest person you will know.
I am not crazy
But I feel I am losing my mind.
I am unique.
I am not unique if everyone else claims the same as I do.
Friday 5th July 2019 1:53 am