Poetry Blog by Laura Heydon
When you try your hardest you really do
But your switches get the better of you
It's not my fault I try and say but it still doesn't stop me pushing people away
My actions speak louder than words but my actions aren't created by myself
There all chemical imbalances that cause my mental health
I say I'm sorry each time I mess up but there's only so many times people will he...
Tuesday 19th February 2019 10:37 am
Do you ever wonder?
Do you ever wonder what it's like to hear nothing but the sound of your own heart beat?
To see nothing but the world
And feel the grass under your feet
Do you ever wonder what it's like
To walk around with your head held high
Feeling nothing but happiness
Fearing nothing and no one just looking to the sky
Do you ever wonder how lucky you are to bre...
Tuesday 19th February 2019 10:20 am
Pain changes me everyday
It limits what I do and effects what I say
It likes to help my mood disorder fuck me up
and I wake up each morning wishing myself good-luck
Appart from there's nowhere that luck can fit into this feeling of waking up isn't any bliss
There's no rest full or natural sleep involved
I wish so much my sleep pro longed that my dreams would procrasti...
Tuesday 19th February 2019 3:54 am
When i look into your eyes
I know your still there somewhere inside
And as each passing day
Goes by I know another part of your memory dies
But you won't remember the goodbyes and it's hard not to sit here and cry
Because your trapped inside
All The confusion the conclusion
That your drifting away
Well I know that ships don’t stay long at bay
And will soon be h...
Saturday 2nd February 2019 2:29 pm