have you ever felt this feeling of dread.
waking up and ot knowing what the hell you're going to do that day.
I wake up, and scroll all day. my body rots into the same spot in my bed.
the cups beside my bed pile up. I open my shades.
look in the mirror. wash my face.
I feel like I have no purpose without constant deadlines and stress.
my eyes fill with tears as I struggle to fig...
Sunday 12th June 2022 9:06 am
im practically a vampire
i sleep all day, covering my windows, blasting my fan
and keep watch all night
my eyes waver from pillow to screen
my brain tries to figure out what it really wants.
i wonder from pinterest to instagram
from right to left
from pillow to pillow
and still can't decide if im hungry instead,
i tiptoe to the fridge
lights illuminate from grapes to ...
Thursday 2nd June 2022 1:26 am
There was a moment when I went to the bathroom to pee.
My dress was my mother's old bridesmaid dress. A black two-piece. With shoulder cut-offs and a somewhat pencil-like skirt. My hips were wider for some reason, so I had so slowly hold my urge to go to the bathroom, shimmying the fabric so it doesn't rip.
The blue walls of my parents bathroom watched me take multiple selfies that day. Fu...
Friday 27th May 2022 6:53 am
my curtains struggle against the sun
as tomorrow becomes today
a moment of silence
on an unknown day.
sometimes I toss n turn.
sometimes I sleep in.
sometimes I cry in frustration.
rarely do I decide to just,
Friday 27th May 2022 2:58 am