summer break

have you ever felt this feeling of dread.

waking up and ot knowing what the hell you're going to do that day.

I wake up, and scroll all day. my body rots into the same spot in my bed.

the cups beside my bed pile up. I open my shades.

look in the mirror. wash my face.

I feel like I have no purpose without constant deadlines and stress. 

my eyes fill with tears as I struggle to fig...

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insomnia

im practically a vampire

i sleep all day, covering my windows, blasting my fan

and keep watch all night

my eyes waver from pillow to screen

my brain tries to figure out what it really wants.

i wonder from pinterest to instagram

from right to left

from pillow to pillow

and still can't decide if im hungry instead,

i tiptoe to the fridge

lights illuminate from grapes to ...

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the time I went to the bathroom to pee

There was a moment when I went to the bathroom to pee. 

My dress was my mother's old bridesmaid dress. A black two-piece. With shoulder cut-offs and a somewhat pencil-like skirt. My hips were wider for some reason, so I had so slowly hold my urge to go to the bathroom, shimmying the fabric so it doesn't rip. 

The blue walls of my parents bathroom watched me take multiple selfies that day. Fu...

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good morning

my curtains struggle against the sun

as tomorrow becomes today

a moment of silence

before living

on an unknown day.

sometimes I toss n turn.

sometimes I sleep in.

sometimes I cry in frustration.

rarely do I decide to just,

get up.

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my first time

sounds of humming crickets overlay the morning dew

cold seeps through your jeans 

eyes of disregard survey 

you cover your chest

stained with black

you swallow and moan 

then leave in red

 

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