A lot of my friends only call so they can smoke and

Most people wanted me until I started hurtin'

The journey to contentment's like pouring water on fire

Finding happiness is the only thing I desire

I'm fragile, I'm too naive, and my heart's exposed on my sleeve

Whenever I start to get happy, someone gets distant then they leave

If loneliness is a disease-- I must've caught the i...

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Here's some things I think are important to know about me.

I don't mean to, but I giggle when I'm nervous or put on the spot. Even if the situation is serious.

I get buttsore if I see others taking care of people in ways that I'm not able to.

But it's only because I turned out to be such a people pleaser.

I just want to be the one providing for everyone around me.

Much like the moon...

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She's not my first love, but she is my first attachment. I can't help the fact that I constantly fall in love with the idea of people, but this time is different. I'm not in love with the idea, I'm in love with her. Genuinely, honestly, completely in love with her. 

The whole situation is foreign to me. She says she loves me and I whole-heartedly believe her. I've never taken anyone serious whe...

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It's almost been 2 years since you left us

I still wake up and think about you at practice

That laugh of yours-- man, I swear was God's perfection

I know you're watching over, you'll always be my protection

I really wish that woman didn't go and take your life

I wish that woman driving drunk had her head screwed tight

Word got to me, I was like "Why her? She was living right?"

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You know, it's funny. They taught me to stay away from things that hurt me.

Drugs- don't do them. Alcohol- don't drink it. Razors- don't use them.

But they never taught me about the people. They said "Take chances, fall in love."

I saw people do just that and I wanted to do it too. Until I saw the heartbreak.

So I began to build up my walls, going higher and higher with each heartbreak...

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I, crave some escape.

Just want to crack open the seal,

To make myself feel real.

I'd forget the consequences of my life,

Drift to the motherland in a glass pipe.

When I feel at loss,

It's by my side,

Assuring me things will be alright.

Cocaine, heroin, and weed.

LSD, methaphetamine--

They've all been good to me. 

Even when I try,

I can't get away.

I guess th...

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I’m too emotional. I guess these are the thoughts of a broken soul.

To all the people who I love, I know you guys’ll do great.

I’ll bet that I’ve prepared you for every friend you’ll make, and every person you’ll love, but also all the people that you’ll hate.

It’s the constant emptiness, yeah that’s probably what’ll do it.

When you re-evaluate your standards, you’ll see that I don’t f...

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I've been laying for hours in my bed,

Ignoring texts from my so-called friends.

And I'm so sorry,

But I'm just not feeling as social anymore.

Silent battles of anxiety,

Make me feel like no one likes me.

The words I speak feel so damn fake,

And when I try to vent, I can't concentrate.

My thoughts have been traveling beyond the moon,

And I feel like I am about to

Lose ...

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