followed the wrong path, struch down by society

tried to make music but couldnt get the propriety

had the struggles, went through it involuntary

to give my heart to anyone now i am very wary

if you see me smile - im not happy - its rarely

it was my choices that led me here if i put it fairly

no anyone to hold me as i push myself through

not even a father to see how ive grew

pretended to be okay and used it as a ruse

but really my heart was hurting and i was confused

always fighting, there was always a dispute

gone to therapists that said neglection was the root

momma thought i was saint but i used that to delude

cause really i was turning into someone who was crude

still struggling but time just goes onwasting away bit by bit till the day that im gone