Please believe i was lost before this
You have limited yourself to me
How can I know anything
Besides that I was already fucked
Before you met me
I want you to not be the honest
Man you are being
But I cant ask that
To remake you
Change you into a lesser being
You don’t deserve someone
Who'd ask you to.
And I think the silence you give me
Is you saying you know it to
You have been trying to let go
Maybe there is nothing to hold
Your just entertaining the fact
That I cant breathe.
Your heart in pain watching myself
Do this to me.
What I need is to be put out of my misery.
There's a reason I fell in love
with what I had seen
we are so much alike
yet you're stronger then me.
I saw the same love you longed to share
But you gave up since you to saw
that no one really cared.
Here I am though arms tied
But I keep running at you
I just had to try
Through rocky paths
but with so much light
Blinding me from the aftermath
But for me I have to put up this fight.
I'm desperate to feel what I've only felt twice
Before my heart was torn with hate
I promised myself I'd never lose it again
Who knew you'd be holding the bait.
You hold me back
I know its what is right
You'd give me less if you didn’t hurt
for the you that’s part of me
If only I was as strong as that.
If only I could get up and brush off this dirt.
My heart aches
My body burns
I cant eat
My insides turn.
I have never seen so much of me.
I've become ripped opened for all to see.
You got in me and I cant find you
I don’t want you to be my ghost
I'm scared of being again alone.
You gave me the feeling
That I have always wanted most.