My inner voice

More than just an uncomfortable thought

an enemy

a enemy to myself and my peers

self destructing thoughts

relationship crushing voice

jealousy when there should be none

“I love you” but “I hate you”

The voice that tells me to live my life

The voice that tells me to end it

The voice that I can’t escape

The voice that I create

I’m not sure how much longer I can take it

Before it takes me

A disease

A mental illness

A self mutilating action

This inner voice tells me to

It hates me

I hate me

Unlovable

Untrustable

Broken

Worthless

I’m told these things by this inner voice

The more I hear it the more it materializes

I push people away

I hurt them

I don’t trust people

They’re always out to get me

To hurt me

I can’t make friends

I can’t make her happy

I try so hard

I fall harder

This inner voice is my enemy

And there’s only one way to get rid of it