To her, to them, and to the rest

Please know that I did my best

For you though the pain fills my chest

But to have known you, I feel so blessed

 

To the one who holds my aching heart

It is my fault that we’re apart

Funny, beautiful and oh so smart

But it is I who has been such a tart

 

The past remains a total blur

Temptations have been my torture, my lure

What the fuck happened? I can't be sure

But not your fault, I can ensure

 

My ally, my confidante, my best friend

It was you in which I could depend

This thing I’ve broken I wish could mend

But the sad truth is, it must end

 

My actions I will forever regret

Changes made must be set

To help me pay and clear by debt

But you, my dear, I will never forget

 

And off you go to heal and smile

In search of something more worthwhile

And here I thought we’d walk the aisle

But because of me, you think I’m vile

 

Treat you right I did not do

So there you go to start anew

And here I am alone and blue

Sitting here, missing you

 

This pain and all, I do deserve

Our memories made I will preserve

I wish you the best with love and verve

This is my apology for you to reserve

 

You say I never felt or cared

So here it is, my feelings bared

I’m glad you and I were once paired

But I'm sorry how in which you’ve fared