I've became so mad at myself for giving in

To what I want

Thinking it would be the greatest time

In my life

But oh no

What a dissappointment

I should have walked away

For you, to play a game that you hate being played.

Play in on me and my heart

Just to get the saticifaction of your unhealthy habit

Like you enjoy living in your dark habitat.

Like an animal holding on to its prey

Too selfish to let go of the feeling of alone.

Its okay to cry

But its not okay to cry over the same thing

When it will never be fixed.

It will never be the same.

So mad?

Am I mad to you?

No Im not mad, but I may be insane.

Im only mad at myself for letting this get so far.

When I should have stopped so much

So quickly