We were young 19 and 22
 just me and you 
we went into this blindly 
everything we've gone through wasn't supposed to be taken lightly
 three months in
 and we found out we're having a kid
 we bickered and we fought
 that's how relationships were at least so I thought 
4 months I was afraid
 but for eight years you've stayed
 but not without a glitch 
you f*** that b**** 
I had poured my heart and soul
 what you did turned my heart cold
 I know it's been years but that s*** still brings me to tears
 I was a different person before then 
I wasn't shattered, I wasn't broken
 I havnt loved the same ever since
 with us I've been on the fence.
 I know I pushed for us to get married
 I thought it would fix things and make me happy
 but it was just a Band-Aid 
it doesn't stop these thoughts in my brain.
What made you change?
"We got married so the situation wasn't the same"?!
Why did it take 20 grand and a piece of paper
For you to want to make my heart safer?
Why not before? 
You had already proposed, your love was already sworn.
For us that time was a supposed to be a prerequisite.
But you cheated it.
I put in my time.
I devoted the youthful part of my life.
Do you understand?
How you got to sow your wild oats and I feel scammed?!

would I have stayed with you if I wasn't pregnant?
or just continued in my life to the next segment?
 I don't think I would have
 I don't think we would have lasted

were we really meant to be?
That's the question that continues to haunt me 

I know you've done all you can
You're an amazing father and man.
Ever since we got hitched
You've loved me through all my flaws and fits.
And I am forever grateful for that
But I'm tired of not being able to give it back.
I had already given you all I had.
I fought for you and us. I had it bad.

I forgive you and I will always wish you well.
What does our future hold? Only time will tell.