It fills an empty space in my chest I can't congest you made me feel easy no contest 

 My swollen feet can tell the rest

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Feed on my insecurities bless me with broken things

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I hear romance fade slowly like the helium from the heart shaped balloon in your room

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Tell me all about your distorted moods how society's given you a twisted point of view

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You're refreshingly crazy 

raised by wolves kind of baby 

stay up late to shake off the lazy maybe you can save me

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We do things how we've always done it but around here that's not gonna cut it

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i dont think i can have one glass of wine if i have one, i'd rather have five.

i stood there in shock at what ive become, i grew in releif when i realized i was finally strong enough to change.

i know i'll forever be tainted with grief of why i let you into my brain and infest it with gloom.

when i see you i want to run up to you and give you a hug i want to tell you everything ive experi...

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i wish i couldve kept you along the way
it seems i give myself a attitude that has a vivid tounge unable to change 
on and on you talk back at me how i need to choose a safer pace
catching a  break from some memory following me around your empty grave
 

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i miss waking up early in your grandparents house and me driving to the mcdonalds right down the street to get coffee with whatever little amount of money we had at the time then we'd go back to your house and get high
i miss laughing with you i miss all your pets i miss your mother
 

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i walk around hoping to not show the shadow sitting on my shoulders he whispers different emotions and thoughts of fear into my ear.

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Sometimes I'll just drink coffee for breakfast I'm sorry I picked up a pack of cigarettes sometimes I need the chemicals to shake off the stress or something else craving destruction in my chest

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You said how much do I have to pay to get you to stay i said don't you know to never treat a girl that way 

We may have disagreed in the past with contrastI love you in the wrong light I think we're living the same fight

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i burnt my eyes for you!!! i stared into the sun for hours for you!!! and you wont even take a glance for me?? what is it that hollows out my heart to be filled with smoke and empty friends all i ever wanted was for sour candy to touch my tounge but instead i got a pile of dead worms shoved down my throat! this is what i get for having a kind heart? i never wanted your dark moon love for i thought...

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the silk fills up my lungs as you write a fake love song
i think i like to the thought of you more when your gone
these are the things i keep hidden it feels too raw
how i give out pieces of my heart to be twisted by a fraud
i always knew you'd lie in his presence of the things you saw
you talk of flying solo but hold hands with anyone who hangs thier head low

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no one picks up my calls i guess im alone after all
one big joke given to me as a set of flowers when the petals fall off i realize there's a note with a bomb saying your running out of hours
i think my headaches bring a new shade of disturbance and what i cant face
i think the lights been taken away and i cant put this into a positive phrase
i let myself down and everyone in this town
whats ...

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maybe my love is too heavy for you, but to me its more like art

something you cant understand, because you dont appreciate the absract pieces in my heart

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i told you i was fragile and you threw me across the room

then asked me why i shattered and cried past noon

you yelled at me for getting the broken pieces stuck in your chest

said you cant handle someone whos life is such a mess

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I was looking back at your old photos and comparing them to how you breathe today

what a change in someone whos still the same

i wonder how fast the butterflies race in your brain

do they transform the chemistry to something in vain

youve never been one for games all you do is drive yourself insane

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i find myself staring away from the sun i dont want to see what your heart has strung now all i have is a scar and a sip of rum

i think we all ache for a sacred place where intruments play and no ones afraid

one thing ill admit im ashamed of the choices ive made everyone wants a round of applause for giving the same amount of blame

leave me alone with feelings that come to shape when ther...

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i feel like a liar in my own skin a mutant mixture of feelings locked in a vault hidden away

i dont think human contact is for me i must belong to another dimension

the light comes and goes

everytime i broke my phone you gave me love letters with all the best poems we found together

im a overwhelming lover with guilt melting in my finger tips

tell me why you wanted to love me how yo...

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how many angels do you cast under your wing. how many demons do you hold in disbelief. why does the lightning rise when i dont feel at ease. here is comes the death of commitment and holy trees. how all we have is a society that kills every feeling weve ever seen. all i want is to forget all the nasty men who want a piece.

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sorry im so insecure sorry i cant handle my liquor sorry i choose to make a dramatic change to cancel you out the feelings bitter.

i find myself falling into the days like a mirrored picture all the people walking in my brain manipulate my answers still i find a image of darkness blooming into a light so pure the angels grow eerie.

why do i pick out the rotten fruit to paint colors on my cei...

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are you numb to the reaction like me, have you bitten off more than you can chew to breathe. do you scream out all your secrets to feel free. can you justify why they leave or are you caught between two wrongs and a right to feel at ease.

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all the feelings shoot through me at a hundred miles per hour straight to the brain. BOOM. consumed. it feels like someone else takes over for a moment. this person is filled with rage pulls at my hair, wants to slice open my skin and scream to the heavens "why do i even exist let me drop dead". all of these thoughts come to mind. poison poison poison. thats all they are to me. once i come back to...

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the devil has an interesting way of corrupting us. he knows our weaknesses. he knows what we love. he even has hold of our deepest secrets. now tell me how is this possible for god to let us be tempted by such evil. im starting to see its all apart of his plan. how much can we really resist. how much do we really need god. i find the devil greeting me first thing in the morning with a twisted thou...

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I've really been pushing the envelope up in smoke and haven't choked told my bestfriend Im gonna kill myself as a bad joke I remember seeing blood on his tounge when he spoke now I understand the heartbreak of letting go 

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i can never understand how we are all programmed to be so cruel. why do we focus excessively on the outside while dimming down the beauty on the inside? why do we love to point the finger? why do we love to bring others down to make ourselves feel better? why is money everything? why is it all about who you know? who structured us to be this way? always comparing ourselves to each other instead of...

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letting go of alcohol is difficult but id rather be able to live my life without worrying about what bad decisions im going to make next while drunk. thats no way to live. i wish i was one of those people who has control when they drink. how do people drink so much as well as take all these drugs and continue to live. i feel like ill always be someone who doesnt have control when it comes to subst...

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do you ever feel so consumed with your own emotions everything spins like your swallowing oceans

when no one wants to give a helping hand but they want you to come party with the band

those times you shared too much then got a run away love making you feel less than enough

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I couldn't wait to see you and get my heart broken overwhelmed by the weight of my own consumption bad decisions made for a perfect moment 

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i think im a little off and so are you

we cut between rocks and swallow glue

i think of all the illegal things we get to do

behind the alleys walls we can sing our blues

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broken mind soaking red roses in dark lullabies

I thought we could give it one more try

should've known your hesitation was the cut between a hidden lie

I could've held your heart in a cradle but your unable to stay faithful

even when I cried to be your angel you killed me but came out the hero

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I know how your lonely you hide it in your eyes.
I feel tender waves in my blood stream, holding each other while we cry. They don't know empathy like you and I. spilling our guts to the ones who feel a little dead inside. 

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This is your 10th time spilling coffee on the carpet. It must have something to do with the mornings. Lately they seem like too much for you. I can feel the weights beating on you they come in waves, unpredicted. maybe triggered by a thought. Trust me I understand how ugly life can get, but you have to believe in the beauty of being able to bloom within yourself. 

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I see spiders crawl out your mouth as you speak I wonder if that's a sign to not believe everything you see.
I wonder how many pins I can hit down in one strike making it to the finish line sounds pretty nice.
Can we make a deal a hand for a hand we can even shake on it I don't play pretend. 

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I'm trying to get this off my chest

running red lights for a pack of cigarettes 

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I smile wide with neon steamers between my teeth 
I'd like to think my heart beat is unique 
I'm a girl with knives here to compete 
I'll taste the fruit blood splattered on the concrete 
With eyes that sing I got the heat

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I feel a sense of relief being away. like healing a wound that's been put on hold with band aids just layers of messy band aids. you could see the blood seeping out the sides under each one. A wound that's needed to be dealt with and healed the proper way but was ignored. I feel the pain as I rip each one away and when it gets down to the last one I'm afraid to take it off.. I want to put all the ...

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I love the taste of black coal ashes all over my mouth a smile covered in dirt. Beware of a women who's not afraid to get her whole being dirty. I'll beat out all the men. I'd like to see any of them try. 

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spending too much time with one person can kill you. loving each other is great although when you spend too much time together and no one else you begin to detereorate. at least that's what happened to me. i fell into a place where isolation consumes me. i'm not okay with the choices i've made, but how could it be any different when my sister is this black hole. she drains me. she doesn't even try...

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i met her last night at the wishing well

spoke of black magic and put me under a spell

rang words in my ears screaming to give em hell

hoping i manifest my story to break free from this shell

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All the people you don't like have the right to walk on this planet just as much as you do. 
We all have a purpose. Never forget that. I find myself taking people for granted, but the world needs us all to move forward. don't think anothers life doesn't matter. 

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I feel it. It forces its way under my gums running between each tooth. It forces me to squint my eyes when I look in the mirror for sometimes my reflection barks back at me. I see my insides suddenly pour out of my mouth, a sound so foul it shatters my ear drums, a secret wrapped in cotton stained with blood. all that horror came from me. 

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You got one heart and one set of lungs you burn them both till the passion bleeds numb 
Pretty girl give me a taste of your poison I heard it's sweet and your smiles golden 

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I've always been drawn to darker things. I think that's how I became depressed. I've always been interested in sickness, madness, addiction. I ate up all the toxic substances thrown my way. I'm sure I was born half alive. 

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Your weight does not determine your worth. Your outside appearance does not determine your worth. What others think of you doesn't make you who you are. What you make of yourself is what matters, what you take and make of those nasty words is what matters. How you build strength on those nasty words not sadness and obsession. You are beautiful god made us all beautifully. if only we could all see ...

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you seem gassed up let me lick your razor and blood i want to get your mind flowing unzip your leather jacket tell me your darkest secrets no tip toeing 

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She catches my attention as she walks in the room 
it's something in her eyes that burns a fire so rare 
the flame declares to be noticed  

there's something she hasn't gotten enough of 
as she pours her heart out to a boy her sex and mouth

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