spending too much time with one person can kill you. loving each other is great although when you spend too much time together and no one else you begin to detereorate. at least that's what happened to me. i fell into a place where isolation consumes me. i'm not okay with the choices i've made, but how could it be any different when my sister is this black hole. she drains me. she doesn't even try to see things from my perspective. she's the worst role model. i almost feel cursed. why can't she function in society. i cant help to think life would be better if she could reflect on this disgusting behavior.