This is inspiration from the ice breeze, and cold realisation with my love.
Has it always been this cold?
I don't remember shivering so often. Nor my back cramping in pain.
Something is changing. Something is different.
As weather patterns come and go, so do you.
How can it be that the amount of love I need, doesn't need me.
Doesn't come to me. Blows over my skin, ...
Saturday 11th June 2022 1:48 pm
I am in the sea.
I feel pulled under, my left arm ripped off,
My head so heavy with words of everyone except my own
This world makes me feel like I'm so unusual, that I'm a visitor.
Everybody sees a portion of me, but never all of me.
In an ocean I am drowning, with the way I'm "meant to be" pulling me under
I have fallen into a pit of cement
Wednesday 16th March 2022 3:11 am
Our bodies together
Soft skin on soft skin
Your breath heavy on my neck
A kiss goodnight on my back
start to relax
Warmth begins between my hips
start to drip
A scented aroma
Fantasies begin to play
Body begging to be played
A silent moan
A loud resentment
Don't let it feel good, ...
Tuesday 4th January 2022 1:29 pm
Pumping fast to the heart
Skin feeling warm
To the touch
Inside and out, love flowing
Into your veins
Of a blanket on the grass
Your love in a cup
The warmth on our skins
Under the sun, like you planned
Time and time
I've stopped my demands
If I were a substance
Could I get your love
Tuesday 4th January 2022 11:05 am
Overflowing like a river
On repeat over and over
I hear it
My skin as thin as paper
Always set on fire
Reactive in the wind
Every day my skull hears my frustration
hear it from all different voices
Stop, I beg my self
Now I hear my voice
Saturday 1st January 2022 3:14 am
I am more than my sexuality. My job. My pleasure. My image.
I am my past
my future, my lessons,
my life, my heart, my fears.
My skin aches to be loved and my eyes to be seen,
my ears to be heard,
.. me... ME... to be seen.
My passion, is not simply created and finished between my legs,
between my thighs,
but flows within my body like glitter in the wind....
Friday 31st December 2021 9:20 am
My face, screaming in silence.
Unable to contain myself, unable to hide
Muscles forming without consent
Ripping through my flesh in dismay
Look at yourself
Again, again, again, today.
For my emotions cannot be silenced
My insides demand, demand, demand
To be released
Stop, they scream at me
Do you know how hard it is to be around...
Friday 31st December 2021 9:17 am