Expectations
i cant carry
the weight of your regrets.
It wasnt meant for me,
so why cant you forget.
Forget the past,
embrace my future.
You're pushing me too fast,
you think im stronger.
Just give me time
to make my own choice.
Dont try to read my mind,
let me use my voice.
Wednesday 29th March 2017 8:47 pm
untitled
My reflection is a broken image,
Of a life I used to lead.
It distorts who I am,
And shows who I used to be.
I can't stand to see myself,
Someone misunderstood.
Maybe one day it will change,
Change for good.
Saturday 25th March 2017 6:13 pm
Internalizing
Pushing your thoughts aside,
Doesn’t fix the problem.
You're falling apart inside,
And not dealing with the causes.
You don’t have to open up,
Not if you don’t want to.
i think you're going to erupt,
With the division inside you.
There is much hurt,
And pain in your life.
You're as broken as your heart,
With all this strife.
Wednesday 8th February 2017 2:11 am
Reality Cycle
A fractured soul
trapped in a perfect body.
Leading a life of lies
hoping to be a somebody.
Losing at life
wanted to quit the game.
Trying to find a way out
always ended the same.
Listening to outside voices
starts the process over again.
Jumping at every chance
to end the countless pain.
Wednesday 1st February 2017 4:06 pm
Perspective Changes
i was a Christian.
Christian enough to stay out of trouble.
i was tough and smart.
Tough enough to cut myself.
Smart enough to not get caught.
Now i'm a Christian.
Christian enough to rely on God.
i am strong and wise.
Strong enough to ask for help.
Wise enough to open myself up.
Monday 30th January 2017 4:03 am
The First of Many
There's a dark room
im sitting in a corner.
A knife in one hand
a cut in the other.
Wednesday 25th January 2017 4:49 pm
Anxiety
i stare at her
Red, white, black
Headache
i think about her
Red, white, black
Headache
Her smile
Red
Her innocence
White
But her eyes
Black
Headache
i see scars
Red
Lies
White
Intentions
Black
Headache
Her feelings are colors
Red, white, black
Headache
Her feelings are tr...
Monday 23rd January 2017 7:55 pm
Quiet Resentment
i feel the angry tears
falling down my face.
That innocent look he gives me
is one i can't mistake.
i know its not his fault
but i can't take the excuses.
Because in the end
im the one who loses.
Sunday 22nd January 2017 9:52 pm
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