Even as my feet hit the ground
Even as the movement takes me away
The thoughts still linger in my head - Is it true? Is there something I missed?
There’s always the turning and twisting as my mind rearranges words in my head, trying to find some link I missed
There isn’t but there are some small tinges of doubt
Those can be dealt with, those can be cured
Not like the unknown, n...
Thursday 17th June 2021 8:32 pm
It’s much easier to say no promises unless it’s to yourself
When someone makes you promise it’s hard, sure, and even scary
Not knowing if you can do it or what it will be
But when you see their face as it twists and lowers, compressed and moulded, you never want to miss a promise again
But to yourself, no guilt to yourself,
Till it’s too late, and the promise is broken.
It was br...
Friday 4th June 2021 12:12 pm
It’s pointless, it’s wrong, it’s not the business of anyone but me
It’s just something you do, well not something “you” do
Just a few seconds lost in the mind saying things out loud like I’m known to
Something about the focus, the frustration it boils into, that even though I’m not angry at all
Not provoked, not right, not even believing what I think
But the feeling of the focus, ...
Friday 14th May 2021 1:34 pm
I don’t walk much, no matter how much I dream I could
Whether it be at night or when awake, I dream I could walk and I can but I won’t
I only notice how little steps I make when I see the world has moved, the trees are dead and the grass is cold but I haven’t moved an inch
But everyone else can make leaps.
I never will, what do they do I dont?
Why do I have to be the one who knows h...
Friday 7th May 2021 10:06 am