"I am not a monster!"
I roar in their faces.
There's blood on their minds...
... I know, cos I can taste it.
"I can defend myself.
Mum didn't raise a dickhead.
You think I'm scary now?"
I haven't even lost my shit yet.
Saturday 4th September 2021 4:03 am
I'll have to be okay.
It will have to happen.
If it doesnt,
then I wont:
the sound of one hand clapping.
Saturday 4th September 2021 3:58 am
I'll love you until Shakespeare's irrelevant.
I'll love you until Chaucer don't matter.
I'll love you till Silvia climbs from her grave,
and serves me Teddy Boy's head on a platter.
Thursday 26th August 2021 4:26 am
there you are!
In the gaze
of gnarly foxes,
there you are:
free from problems.
In the mist:
there you are.
Filling my heart,
all you are.
Tuesday 10th August 2021 11:16 pm
Something magical happened.
Goosebumps flooded my entire
body, I heard bells, colours were
exploding into vibrancy: suddenly
the prospect of the water was a
terrifying and drastic inconvenience
that I had happily avoided. I stood
and thanked the woman. I didn’t
want to look at her. I didn’t want
to remember her, in case I fell in
love, because then I’d end up b...
Saturday 29th May 2021 5:02 pm
You should medicate it,
you can hospitalise it.
I recommend crucially, that you avoid it,
and never, under any circumstances,
tell it the truth:
it would break.
Wednesday 28th April 2021 9:13 pm
Wait with me for death
until it arrives, then weep
and make sure I'm missed.
Show me those ankles!
Yes! Now, touch that clavical...
baby, work that hair.
Don't take this from me.
I've put so much into it:
it is my purpose.
Hold my hands tightly,
certain of where they have been,
or just let the...
Monday 12th April 2021 7:41 pm
Reason suggests that I should function.
This world doesn’t sleep and nor do I.
Reason brings me false assumptions:
my reason sees reasons to lie.
Monday 5th April 2021 2:27 pm