Nothing
I can remember the day
That I saw a picture of you
And didn't react at all
No rage
No sneers
No tears
Nothing.
I've never been happier to feel nothing
Monday 2nd December 2024 4:31 am
Fight, Flight, Or
The word and I cannot coexist
I try to say it
I try to say it when it's late and i'm alone
When the only person who can hear me
Is me
But
It sticks in my throat
Turns my mouth to ash
Chokes me until tears stream
And the word is lost in my brain
So
I try to think it
I try to think it when the words fail
When I think that maybe if I can recignize it
Then it can't hurt me
Therapy...
...
Sunday 1st December 2024 5:33 am
Substance Abuse
You laid it down before me
Stuck the dollar in my nose
Got me breathing fast
Had me feeling trashed
One dose had me down
One hit and I begged for more
One more hit
One more kiss
One more line
One more night
Until my body went cold
Laced with poison
You decieved me
Lied about what you sold
And now I can't shake this crave
I can't shake this pain
I can't shake you from my brain
Sunday 13th October 2024 3:28 am
My Body, My Mind
Locking up my body
Speeding up my mind
Frozen in the bed you made
While the head you infected
Continues to rewind
And replay
The tape
Seeing through someone else's eyes
My body, my mind
Monday 16th September 2024 8:22 pm
Dear Mom and Dad,
I'm sorry
Monday 16th September 2024 3:34 am
Doe
Wide eyed gaze
And lusty lashes
"You and those doe eyes"
He'd say
Before he hunted
And feasted
In my eyes, what did he see?
Shades of browns and yellows?
Hues of blues and greens?
The girl of all his dreams?
Someone he could love?
An angel from above?
Or did he only see himself?
A hunter on attack
Hoping to fulfill some predatory promise
Sensing a weakness
Smirking at the bre...
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