Poetry Blog by Alita Moore
Nicola Beckett on after image sky (Sun, 19 Jul 2020 09:40 pm)
Nicola Beckett on reflections of hell (Thu, 16 Jul 2020 01:49 pm)
and the seashell is hollow,
digging another day gone by.
and the sands of time,
which must be held in place,
or swept to the sea at night.
when you find yourself in the ditch of ruins,
in the mistakes unmistakably not your own,
the walls creep down and inward.
you may lay down the fight,
or give in to flight,
and leave the dunes behind.
but there in the sand is your shadow,
Monday 14th September 2020 8:56 am
Contrast behind the words of faith,
The egalitarian eccentric being,
And didn’t the walls fall inward.
The second of the fathomed wraking to the shore,
And I know no more,
Besides the boots on my shoelace.
A soliloquy of the undermined,
And the things that ruminate within mine,
Slithering fingers beneath the blanket of yesterday.
Yet there is another way t...
Friday 11th September 2020 6:01 am
I see the world alike,
With just my breathing.
I guess I'm scared to see the light,
Because I rejected my very being,
People want me dead for sure.
Yet they can't see,
No I guess they choose not to,
That death is just a way of thinking.
You are invited,
To the wedding of my feelings.
Where I may sing along,
Without your shackles,
And without the endless dre...
Monday 24th August 2020 7:55 am
my body aches of processions.
I guess that it ends,
the same way,
I am consumed by fear,
But when the falls become light,
and the water rises from the depth,
when the salt gets thick enough,
this thing in my eyes becomes the end of life itself.
and freezing in the water,
but I guess that's just the way it goes and I the...
Monday 17th August 2020 4:35 am
it's a two and fro,
the seconds pass,
and the morning bridges burn to ashes.
yet people stand,
the ways in the water way that flow down my path.
And this thing in your hands,
which lays about in deadly slumber,
and is second nature to the time-bomb.
It's another way that the world does shatter,
as it crumbles,
and left alone.
But gashes form in the hearts of galor,
Thursday 13th August 2020 3:24 am
i want to be nothing that exists in this world,
Jusr sit and twirl,
The danky fingers.
Some would see it,
No I'm still afraid.
Writing in a diary,
It all feels the same,
One bloody day to day rambling.
Of the things which are the same,
In the rough and shallow carpet,
I just bought another flower.
But when the pen hits the page,
And I'm left to wonder why,
Why do I fee...
Monday 10th August 2020 3:58 am
And the songs of delight.
By the gashed mellows,
That I frolic about.
For the holland songs,
Bells that go ringing,
And homes that are desolate and bare.
Strange people and feelings,
The damned don't come near,
Friends are my shadows.
Flowers and bloom,
I guess the sand marshes,
And the blue in the moon!
Yet the father I see sins,
Friday 7th August 2020 8:40 am
Had a shrinking man,
In the oven as a child,
First time sideways.
But it doesn't hold the truth,
When the grave screams to your heart,
And forgotten things that crawl under my skin.
Jumping and wheezing it steps forward,
Back and the second gallops of a weirdly shaped horse,
But the heels hold the ground with sniper precision.
Your first memory is of the baby in crib,
And can't you...
Monday 3rd August 2020 2:23 am
Waves that wash aboard the shore,
And the gauntlets that keep on burning,
ig euss this world is hell.
You step forward into the muddy puddle,
And reminded of those that love you,
But this turn about a dime is so greedy.
Vicious dogs I guess alike,
Where the ignorant did not hear me.
But I know along this path,
Forlonged this world has burned me.
I guess the hollow things inside,
Thursday 30th July 2020 1:06 pm
What the hell does it do,
When the ghastly abirigerant sat by,
The strange things that might just wait for me to die.
Voxel is a deception thats governed by you and I,
But little more than tinder that writhes,
Forgotten in time that goes by.
I must say, though
When I take another breath,
I take it through my nose.
Because there's not much to do when the ships part from you,
Saturday 25th July 2020 10:15 am
Your eyes in the Saturday,
Which came and went,
I guess there is a Tuesday.
But then again,
The ends meet your perceptions,
And the things bloom.
It was weird to be afraid,
Of the afternoon delight,
But we stand hand in hand.
You can’t know how to feel,
As a matter of fact I feel afraid,
But this day will last forever.
I guess it’s just witho...
Wednesday 22nd July 2020 9:23 pm
It’s just in the edge of the blade that blood is drained,
And I feel it in my veins,
The raising of the temperature in my brain.
Yet the sand sticks between my toes,
And my hands often feel numb,
Toes that tingle and lay muttering that I’m afraid.
How do you say hello to the blank wall,
And the screams of yesterday,
Although it didn’t quite bleed that way.
Tuesday 21st July 2020 9:30 am
Why do we feel without the stands,
The fevers that remind us of our death,
Those in gashed and oppulant soil.
Yell for me,
This grand apprehensive fantasy,
And for those that may be alone.
There stands another mountain,
Yet again in the mirror of the periphery.
Can't say I didnt want it,
Growing up in the slums,
Happened much with me.
But forget the idle chit chat,
Sunday 19th July 2020 5:08 am
Mounds of grass which weighs a nation,
And the candles lit at dinner time,
Feasting on the lanky bread.
Yet the fire goes down without a spark,
Governed by dead bodies,
And without light.
The reverend does see,
Just through the magnified image in wine,
A picture of god's divine.
The gallows wait in wonder,
And I sometimes question if the symbols become ...
Thursday 16th July 2020 8:45 am
It's by the end of a long journey that we see the bend in earth,
Where the water meets the sand,
And the false prophets fall from cliffs.
I want to spread a word of triumph,
But war ends swiftly in the neat calm heart,
Its will unable to stand much taller.
Speaking to you,
In this brisk afternoon mist,
There is no true solace in life after death.
Venom in my blood which stays there,
Monday 13th July 2020 5:44 am
It's sad and its sweet,
This angle of pleasure,
Besides a moon,
Of once day.
Yet the palisades break down,
With winter's ending grace,
The dark walls must fall.
It's strange to remember,
Before on lighter days.
I was more afraid.
But yet these things we call life,
And the dead inside the living,
Tuesday 7th July 2020 11:46 am
And something in between.
I guess you could say a small sail,
This way beneath the highlands,
But it’s never the end upon great merits.
Yet the steps in snow hold value besides me,
And the weight of the wind presses on thee,
But the things still stand between reverence.
It’s to be seen in a similar light,
That which makes one free,...
Tuesday 30th June 2020 4:38 am
more and more,
steps through the ringer,
and the bell signals days end.
the water in puddles beneath warm glasses,
tired this night by lamps,
heat spreads to touch your skin.
the steps of brick and morter,
held hand of the clay man,
who washes dirty hands at night.
a hard days work,
but another day gone by,
I guess we step each time a little closer.
It's weird how things go aro...
Sunday 28th June 2020 8:11 am
The willowing trees bend against the star-lit night,
And the wretched fires that burn so bright,
Illuminate the impossible peaks of mountains.
I step through snow with cold feet,
And I feel the very air,
The moisture that erodes from the frozen bark on tree-front.
It's well and good to speak in mellancholic ramblings,
Howling to the oppulant moon,
And dismissing obligation.
Saturday 27th June 2020 7:16 am
I felt in brief the air,
In this which fills my lungs,
Crick, crack, and drip beneath my heavy sin.
Forget it ever happened.
But there remains,
That something between you and I,
Outlined by the light of my hand.
I cannot speak but blind,
And hustled family this way,
Ghasps hold me just above my sunday at night.
Birthday cakes and birthday sighs,
Wednesday 24th June 2020 9:27 am
It tastes of lemon grape,
The fastened light against the car windshield,
And pleather which lies against the sun.
It's blue in the water,
The black thing that moves,
And the echoes that creep down spines.
Gashes in the soil,
Which heal in lightened moons,
I don't follow at all.
Yet this gallant and dream,
Sinks to the floor of mean things,
And doesn't have the hook to tend the lan...
Tuesday 23rd June 2020 8:27 am
Standing in the shadow of the valley,
My stomach hurts very much,
And the walls of the sky come closing in.
I find people's words hypocritical,
I can't quite grasp it,
wishing I stock agains the boards.
The mud sinks deep to my shoulders,
My mouth and eyes alike,
It tastes of dead mothers ashes.
In the unclear paths of the valley floor,
There must be one for me to follow,
Saturday 20th June 2020 8:50 am
She held in her hand,
which did not often speak.
The time ticks,
and the people live,
and the child holds her breath.
Dare not release the wind,
Just above the mountain's peak,
where the walls fall into short oceans.
Holding cold hand,
Asking for little else,
I evaded my very being.
The cat sits in the dumpster and feeds,
She looks over to your eyes,
and says 'I am t...
Monday 15th June 2020 5:42 am
I used to stand in line,
Before the highbar,
My hands white with chalk.
The air sat shallow,
Warm and grim,
And I'd look to my side.
Just one step away,
Held half open.
The sun was bright,
Because the gym so dim,
And I would think what if.
What if I just took a step outside,
And I didn't walk back,
Just without warning I'd left.
But I never did,
I thought my coach...
Friday 12th June 2020 9:54 am
The table did turn,
In and out.
I guess you'd probably smile,
A stupid fucking grin,
But I'm not angry.
I guess I know the future,
Or it were in the bends,
The water rising.
The things that upset me,
Are the dumb ideas,
A reflected image on the side of the eye.
I guess that it comes,
Sweet and fragrant,
And I certainly don't ca...
Sunday 7th June 2020 9:13 am
The cold wind slinks into the corner,
I guess there's a storm tonight,
Rocking of a gentle boat just in sight.
But the view from here is one of grandeur,
To assume that you're seen before the ether,
A reflection through the pigmented soil?
Feces stir in swins that linger,
That sit and look around for what more,
Just lay down.
It all ends in slaughter,
But I know this,
I know that ...
Thursday 4th June 2020 7:14 am
I got too comfortable,
Don't forget you're just a guest,
Take all that you care to!
Ghostly by night,
In the now crack of dawn,
The light glistens on the side of my pantry.
But didn't you see!?
This place known to little,
A weird and strange place.
It's hollow (I'm sure),
But the meaningless did wander,
And I feel nauseous at times.
But when the mountain sides goes rockin,
Thursday 28th May 2020 7:06 pm
Don't you see now?
Just south of the border,
the rains coming in from the east today.
I wish as well,
that the west held more flowers,
and the places I walk didn't stick my boots deep.
The weird thing to remember,
and the falacy abroad,
is that all those in color blend in.
But you didn't watch,
when the paint ran down my shoulder,
and it bled into my very skin.
The very thin ai...
Wednesday 13th May 2020 7:49 am
I feel very much in a boat without a paddle,
It’s the strange sounds of ice cream,
I wish they sang through the misty air as well.
Women about me,
And through me,
It’s all the same in the end.
But you really simply cannot be sure,
To the shade of grass,
Before winter’s end.
As I often do,
The places that ice does go without seeing.
Saturday 9th May 2020 5:02 am
I want to say something new,
It’s like I knew it from long ago,
And the cold shoulder weighs my side right.
I suppose when you find yourself lost in thought,
To see more than what is in glimpses of peripheral.
The times go by,
And clocks sound round,
The world around me closes in.
This used to make me scared,
I suppose there is that too,...
Thursday 7th May 2020 7:51 am
What if I'm not,
The places we could've gone.
Creations stand with crooked hands,
Besides the worn out leather,
I have to wonder what if.
Should I dare let that dream escape me?
I wish it were so easy,
But sometimes the steps fall short.
I care to climb,
I don't care to die,
Zellas and empty besides my creation.
Seconds before arrival,
I'd simply sit and star...
Monday 4th May 2020 9:53 am
I wish there were the teals,
Among the waves,
The sorrow of hands now open to avail.
The ghastly horror,
Movies and books alike,
Dead skin makes clumps in the gutter.
A point to be made,
Heatwaves send shivers down your spine.
A glass jar in the pantry.
Sunday 3rd May 2020 10:41 am
People don't see it.
I guess it's to be expected,
It's unheard of,
But it's true besides the graceless wonder,
That the best miss eyes of masses,
Humility in wonder.
Sometimes I dream,
I often don't,
But the feathers fall all the same.
Between grated fingers,
It's as I wish.
Tuesday 28th April 2020 4:38 am
I sometimes sit and wonder,
What of the thing in mind and body,
That shackles the very thought.
I didn't wish to step beyond the grave,
But the light seeps through the tinted windows,
Now opaque and frayed.
It's an aside,
The dew on a monday evening,
And it's something beholdent to thy brother's arm.
It makes no difference in the end,
And I know...
Monday 27th April 2020 8:42 am
I wasn’t allowed to breath,
Or to the take that step,
Or to see what is beneath a covered grave.
What do you wish,
When the others can do it all,
To be allowed to suffer?
I guess there’s nothing more for me,
I have been held to a higher standard,
Recursively I roll in bed,
And sometimes I sit and cry,
But the reality is that I ha...
Wednesday 22nd April 2020 5:10 pm
Didn't it come true?
Exactly what you wanted,
Desolate and afraid.
The greatest grains,
And men to be alone,
Side by side.
You wanted them to fall in line,
Like the dominoes,
Your play thing.
A sick and demented vicarious form of living,
Some may say parasitic,
But you know differently.
It was your only way to be,
To live and to see the world through twisted lenses,
You got your wish...
Saturday 18th April 2020 6:36 am
Is it worth it?
To wither besides the road,
And climb into the walls again?
Like a rat,
The world sees down upon you,
And speaks to the great descent.
Fathered in delinquent,
Yet you forget the aforementioned shore,
Did the rain really build that for you?
As if the swim was worth the wade,
Wading about in the open waters,
Sinking beneath a sea of del...
Thursday 16th April 2020 8:21 pm
In the same way that I’m trapped, I am also free. However, why must I be in-between? It is quite a dizzy state, one that would make even the most resilient sick.
“Dusk is upon us, would you like anything to drink?” My voice clearly drowsy, tired, nauseous.
“No.” Cold, he seems lost. Perhaps in the very maze that is his mind, winding one way to another, unrelenting terror around every...
Thursday 16th April 2020 1:14 am
I’ve had moments where I cry,
When writing just a couple words,
I really don’t know why.
Yet there does remain,
Beneath the skin,
I probably can’t control it,
Not after so many times,
Strolling around the block : I felt empty all the time.
There’s not much to be said,
Yet it holds so much meaning.
I remember of the time on...
Thursday 16th April 2020 1:10 am
I thought myself once capable,
I fear that’ll be how I’m found,
The competent held down,
By the nature of birth,
A shameful misunderstanding.
I once sat it chair and dreamed,
Just like you,
Of how I was meant for greater hours.
Yet when the hand ticks by,
The motions remain small,
And my eyes go blind.
I wonder just how much longer ...
Thursday 16th April 2020 1:01 am
I sit now by the oak,
I’m cold and tired.
The feathers in my hand,
Do you think they make me free?
I don’t think they could,
Yet another flower.
I feel the cool wind in blood,
Iron moans to other people.
It feels wrong to say,
That there’s more than to fall in my desolate shower.
But here we land,
By the road of the great saint Gerald.
Thursday 16th April 2020 12:49 am
An estranged bubble can’t bring back the lost days,
In the side of room in darkened covers,
A sad and colorless world.
But it places in my hand a rock,
The grain of sand,
Left now from the rubble.
When you’re born at sea,
The impact of a single pebble makes all the difference.
I sit willowed now,
Imagining another flower,
And the images of d...
Sunday 12th April 2020 3:57 am
To be something you wish you weren't,
As though that could be true,
Let's take another dip?
The tar at its center,
Take this breath deep.
Sank this way,
In the darkened waters.
My blood seeps through the veins,
And the rolled ends split.
Food for thought,
In a decedant moon.
Nah just such audacity,
To keep on breathing.
Saturday 28th March 2020 5:47 am
It’s sad that,
No amount of diet cola,
Will make me feel less sad.
It must be clear to all those taken – I did not take
It must not be heard from those that spoken – I could not speak
This sorrow from the late hours – the sad world remains
You say you taste fresh
But you taste of unripe fruit
You say you’re sugar free
But that can’t be true
This is why I am ...
Friday 27th March 2020 3:08 am
There's a scent of pine,
It reminds me of when I was young,
When I took in that gasp of life.
The thick sap,
Between my fingers,
Now maroon from the diffracted light.
God pumps within my veins,
In sync the budum budum,
And I've read all the recipes to form your innocent life.
Christmas is the best time of year,
Beneath my heaven's night,
Yet I sit with this pain that will never fade.
Sunday 22nd March 2020 9:07 am
The bible says,
Softly by the shore.
Read my tome,
And read it twice,
Don't dare second guess for more.
The joy and love,
So clear and free,
Just enough to share.
For when it comes,
To the end of day,
Your prayers are then for sure.
Oh pray for me,
Kiss my boot!
You can't possibly ignore.
The wonderful joy,
And love is free,
Not free enough to share.
Those that follow,
Tuesday 17th March 2020 11:27 am
Thai in the leaves,
Concoction to be set aside,
The wind didn't let any light through.
I take the hand,
Gold and brown,
Taking it to the side by side now on cold wood.
The rings didn't clank,
For they never knew the meaning,
My bloody fingers.
Hands to block the sun,
It feels hotter than normal,
I feel overwhelmed.
Monday 16th March 2020 7:04 am
Opportunities are missed,
The cold ground(s) send(s) shivers down your spine.
To stand without a spine,
It's to exist without the symphony,
To fall victim to the sycophants of our holy God.
I wish there could be an easier way,
Than to fall from destitution,
Though I figure we all define the rocks below the sea.
A world without power,
Did you ever get to se...
Monday 2nd March 2020 8:14 pm
Sadness begins in the end of what could be,
Where the people sat just across the aisle,
Like it were so little.
But I will never have,
But never the same,
And for that I feel alone,
And without meaning in this desolate night.
What had you seen now and then,
Along the sides of poorly knitted scarfs,
The little bit ...
Sunday 1st March 2020 8:26 am
Depths of depravity,
Sickened dogs in the corner,
They die in peace.
To feel shattered,
In the waterless world,
Nile's gone red.
Wine in the hand,
And bible in the other,
We stand inbetween juxtapositions.
Something deep within,
You can't run from darkness,
A necessary evil.
You do know the ends of fog,
You mustn't see past me,
I am opaque against the facetious moon.
With each door ...
Monday 24th February 2020 4:02 am