Poetry Blogs (2015, suicide)
Now, I never been the type to like grand gestures
Foolish attempts to grasp your undivided attention
However, I promise you when this is all over
I’ll have your attention for all eternity
I have done a terrible, terrible thing, my love
A thing that will leave you completely breathless
That will leave your heart a tragic mess
But I promise you, this is for the best
Monday 28th December 2015 6:17 am
I felt it could happen at any time
that I would know when
then on the cliff looking out to sea I knew it
the drop enough
enough of a drop
to deal the blow
on the undertow
the waves were flecked and bright
the time had come
for everlasting night.
Thursday 3rd December 2015 11:00 am
It has taken ahold of me once more.
Basking and marinating;
my life is in limbo.
At a halt,
with a glance,
and then just as quickly sets as the sun.
Moments are cherished
but then despised with a gun.
Feeling the chambers loaded with each shell,
the thought it so real,
But where does that leave us?
Friday 25th September 2015 3:37 am
The child in his arms, such a precious gift,
her sweet little smile would make his heart lift.
Born into a love that none could compare,
baby blue eyes framed with curly blonde hair.
Conceived and born on such love filled days,
from the moment he held her he was blown away.
His heart did a flip and his smile was so wide,
his devotion to his daughter could not be denied....
Wednesday 22nd July 2015 5:34 pm
The stains upon the bar
tell of many sad tales
of love, loss and tragic lives;
and drink to drown out the wails.
Another washed out soul
seeks the solace of the glass,
to wash away the memory
of another broken pass.
another gambling god,
another weary player
bet his life upon the sod.
The rings around his eyes
mark the t...
Sunday 12th July 2015 3:53 am
The clocks have hit midnight for me
I finally reached my end
I have nothing left to live for
I am closer to the edge of the cliff
And there is no rope to hold on to.
Time has run out from this soul
I've given up on living
But I think I was already gone.
Caught between the ups and downs
All my faith is fading away
Broken and alone
The loneliness comforts my pain.
Drifting away t...
Thursday 19th February 2015 3:44 am
"I'm sorry" is not enough
For all the selfish things I said to you
And taking your love for granted
And always pushing you away.
The rain poured so hard that night
Police cars and flashing lights
You're at home in the clouds
Towering over my head.
I found you lying there
Your body kissing the ground
Broken and fragile
Your blood is forever stained on my hands.
You know I wasn't p...
Wednesday 18th February 2015 4:33 am