I lay awake in bed alone with my thoughts.
I lost all trust for the one that I loved.
Feeling betrayed negativity clouds my mind.
A dream turned nightmare after learning of secrets being kept from me.
How do I process my new reality.
Being alone is easy for someone like me,if you know me it’s not hard to believe. Would it have been better to have kept my ignorance.
I wouldn’t want to live a lie. That would cause both of us to die inside.
Being happy is effortless the stress comes from having to pretend.
While walking through the darkness we shine a light to illuminate that which we can’t see, because we all have fears of that which hides just beyond what we can see
The trust we give is that light. Allowing someone else to see nothing is hidden in our hearts