At my door arrived someone broken inside.
I could see in your eyes you felt scared and alone.
I held you in my arms and asked what was wrong. I listened without judgement and told you it was okay.
I told you I would help you without any expectation that I would be re-paid.
I offered without pause cause, I told you the last time we spoke I loved you then as I do now.
As time passed we grew closer I thought, Could you really see me as more then a friend.
I could barely speak when I asked you to share my life with me.
When you agreed to be with me as my husband I thought could this be reality.
I was filled with happiness I felt loved like never before.
I almost forgot the first time I told you I loved you I was denied.
I encouraged to better yourself with advise and supported you with love.
Now alone I stand again worse off then when you came to me.
I feel disrespected unloved unwanted and disposable.
I question everything I ever knew about you.
Was it real did I allow myself to fall into a Fantasy.
Questions fill my head negativity builds I’m left feeling as if I am a fool.
In my most vulnerable you left me alone.
Upset by my actions you hold your ground.
Not realizing I am falling further into depression.
I have lost everything including you.
Into the emptiness I stare and you focus on what you think is wrong.
forgetting everything we have been through up to this point.
We were building a life together at least I thought up till that day.
Know that I loved you when you didn’t feel like you deserved it.
I cared about you when nobody thought about you.
I made sure you never felt alone.
Pride is the reason its all gone.