- To those who believe in me -

 

With late night drives 

The open windows to calm the nausea

For dealing with the tears 

The ups and downs 

The unpredictable mood swings 

The Earth-shaking panic attacks

For the loyalty when I have none to offer 

For the arguments I struggle to avoid 

The emotions I barely reign in 

For the cups of water post sickness 

For the silence when I need it 

 

I am grateful 

Even when I cannot show it 

There will never be a day when I won’t need you 

 

I am learning to live again 

To let the numb subside and feel again 

On days when I am failing, I rely on you 

Your presence is a lighthouse on the shore of a storm 

There may be troubled seas ahead 

But your light is guiding 

 

Thank you for helping to refill my cup 

Everytime I am left empty