Waiting

Curled up in a ball , a reenactment of her actions from a so called love life she invested in two years ago but has been free the last eight months and yet she lays here again. Hands grabbing her broken peices scattered all over the dark wood she calls her room.

Legs twitching as the shock runs down her spine,head sore and eyes on fire but she continues to cry to try put out the flames.

For each voil memory that appears before her 

The heart skips a beat as if she was slowly dying.

Her gut doing flips ' ready to expand to the point of bursting wide open. 

The pain is not like before, this time she hurt herself for allowing such a person back into her loving space. 

Her kindness can sicken her at times, her love is to strong to say no to someone in need. But she learnt and she did it the hard way.

She finds all of her peices. as she starts to slowly put them back together like a jigsaw, her legs stop shaking. She emerges from her ball like a butterfly from its caccoon and she gets a hold of herself.

Her heart still skips beats but this time its the adrenaline inside of her, never will she doubt her gut again.

 She is powerful

She is strong 

She is amazing at all that she does, except love. Shes a sucker for a fairytale but she is aware that her king would simply not do her wrong like the others, her heart is hudge and extremely powerful as well as fragile. It will stay in the glass case until her king appears as it will never ever be safe in your hands.

 

 

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lisa donohoe

Sun 6th Jan 2019 13:06

No soul can know to much, we as humans know nothing ' yet chat like we do... We all have Soooo much to learn and master gaza.. Experiences give is knowledge but learned lessons give us the wisdom and heartbrake helps us to grow if we use it the right way.. My pomes are as True as the sky is blue, but my storys however are imaginary' yet amazing..
I keep those for myself 😃
Maybe one day ill share......

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Sun 6th Jan 2019 12:41

The old soul knows too much....seems reliving the stories in your poems. Could it be this close, or could it be so true....factual and real it be...but definitely a great mastery n art in writing...👍

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lisa donohoe

Sun 6th Jan 2019 12:34

One would say I am an old soul, came to earth so many times to absorb lifes information in order to help others.
especially the lost...
I lived a life full of story's only the old could tell..
A young heart and a body that does not match but the knowledge to be a humans plaster patch 😉

<Deleted User> (16837)

Sun 6th Jan 2019 03:54

Dear L, many of your poems seem to be so close to reality.... introspecting oneself.....how true n how exact...but how can u know so well...😖

<Deleted User> (16837)

Sun 6th Jan 2019 03:53

thank you Po.... not always...i can be irrational and illogical, crazy when in anger, sentimental or possessed..phewwwww..🙌

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lisa donohoe

Sat 5th Jan 2019 13:21

Thank you for the warm welcome po 😃

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Sat 5th Jan 2019 12:43

welcome to the gang L

Hi Ghaz…

'Do' Your words as always ring true.

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lisa donohoe

Sat 5th Jan 2019 12:06

Ghazala, thank you for your kind yet powerful words.
And yes! She was once as weak as a dead horse and as fragile as her nans china set,until she found her worth and blossomed like the amazing butterfly she is...
And when that emotion she buried came knocking back, in an instant she forgot her self until he made her eyes flow yet again. she remembered how she got her strength and why. Her eyes dried up like the Sahara desert and her body no longer felt like she was a diabetic having a fit. She became who she has always been. STRONG..

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Sat 5th Jan 2019 05:26

Weak becomes strong....a story of a weak phenomenal woman...a journey...lessons learned...all at one go......loved this piece so much!!! Still the heart n leg shakes n trembles....phew!! 💪

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