Before She Fades (On a dream who are you girl?)

I see you you've come back to see me
You all in black trouser suite
With a bit if lipstick not needed
 

You're slim and medium height with tied back hair
We get on well you tell me how you feel
 

I say I've done a poem for you
I fumble in my book to find it
So many messy pieces here
 

Where is it?
 

I was just working on the bit where we need sex
Yet me being tired got in the way
You tell me things and do so now
That you are horny and want me
 

I know your long workday will vanish
What we should do now is screw hard like strangers
For we still are arnt we?
 

Me the mess, the messy writer, you the normal gal
I see you before me as I did the last 3 Saturdays 
We will go now to be together 
I am grateful you are here
 

Please know that and I do love you
 

I who can't even organize my poem book
I need a new journal I'll steal one from work
Come my dear you look lovely in my dream
Whisper me your name dream lady
 

I love you please don't vanish
 

I know you're real in my dream and head
But different here in my words
For I forget things but not how I feel
I'm sorry you've been hurt before
 

I like it when you smile...