REASONS TO BE FEARFUL
The leap from what appeared to be normal
was huge, but the change was as swift
as it was dramatic and rude.
Looking back sends a chill right down the spine, as you wonder how you reasoned
or justified the time, the actions, you’re maligned, blind, Reasons to be fearful.
Sucked into a vortex of despair, a dangerous situation in which you become more and more aware, and can’t escape, too late, they violate, you contemplate the next move.
It seemed like the right thing to do
you, decided to go to the show
but then how were you to know
it would would all end in tears,
and the smell of fear would pervade?
Reasons to be fearful.
You didn’t chose to be there on that chair
The one where she sat and just spat
out her lies, causing pain, so you’d cry and then ask yourself why did it have to be so?
And you made no apology for having to go.
Fearful of the past, fearful for the future
Fearful of time as it catches up with beauty
The fear of relationships and how they impose,
rules, sanctions, restrictions, well you chose...
To be like this, that’s why you are tearful, as
the decisions you make cause the reasons
to be fearful.