{I Am Not Okay}

I am not okay
I am not happy
I am not sure if I want my life to continue on living this freaking nightmare 
I am not beautiful 
I am the one everyone calls the ugly duckling 
I am a incurable plagued person 
I am depression
I am suicidal 
I am a lost cause 
I am hurt 
I am pain
I am sickness
I am a invisible person that no one attends to see beyond the sickness
I am not okay 
I am whatever you say I am 
I am a no body 
I am not a friend
I am not a wife
I am not a sister 
I am not a mother
I am not nothing important 
I am not pretty 
I am whatever you say I am 
I am me and no one or nothing will ever define me because I am the only who can say anything about what makes me, me no matter if you like me or not 

©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer March 11,2018 but posting here on March 22,2018