Lines I wrote while very upset:

 

Im worthless to you and rich to everyone else. Why?

 

Can you hear me screaming? My lungs are bleeding. 

 

I’m not even in the water but I’m drowning. 

 

We’re going no where. Ever. It’s a standstill. 

 

Why do I keep trying? 

 

You got got me fucked up. I know my worth but apparently you don’t. Are you fucking stupid?

 

Its absolute nonsense.