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I’m a little bit scared

I’m a little bit scared

Of falling in love

Of not being able or capable to love

Of taking chances 

Of who I might me

I don’t know how much more

I can give or go through

 

I’m a little bit scared

I was so very satisfied you see

I never meant for it to develop so rapidly

When I’m up there on a pedestal 

No one understands how much I give

Or knows how it all affects me

But now they all want more

 

I’m a little bit scared

Of not knowing how long

I can keep up this masquerade

It’s like someone trying to emulate me

And exist inside my own skin

I have no dominion anymore

It all feels so incorrect but

No need to be afraid you say

So that’s that, panic over

But I’m still a little bit scared

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Rick Varden

Sun 4th Feb 2018 18:45

Thanks once again Keith, yes I do relate to the words, which were once again inspired by Ian Curtis, who’s biography I was reading at the time. Unfortunately he took his own life at 23, and part of that was having to be someone he didn’t really want to be.

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Rick Varden

Sun 4th Feb 2018 18:45

Thanks once again Keith, yes I do relate to the words, which were once again inspired by rock singer Ian Curtis, who’s biography I was reading at the time. Unfortunately he took his own life at 23, and part of that was having to be someone he didn’t really want to be.

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keith jeffries

Sun 4th Feb 2018 10:54

Good Morning Fred,

Thank you for this poem as it clearly comes from your inner self. You espouse what many feel who spend a good part of their lives meeting up to the expectations of others. A good piece of work. Keith

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Rick Varden

Sat 27th Jan 2018 21:04

Ah thanks you two, yes it was all a bit surreal but I’m still just little old urban poetry me, no need to bow, just leave your money in the cap when you see me!

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Sat 27th Jan 2018 13:04

mixing with royalty eh Fred? We did bow before commenting

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Lovely honest poem!

Regards

P&S xx

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