I'm Finally seeing a specialist . For all my troubles and strife . Problems so numerous . And for so many years of my life . Accused of having headache . Accused of loosing my mind . My water works not working good . Infections forever are Ripe . No one to talk to . No one cares . It's put up and shut up  . Millions of us share . You only just survive  . Life is a struggle . In fact no life at all . Why so many excuses . How many more have to fall . And struggle to survive .