{I'm About To Lose My Mind} 

 

 

I'm about ready

to lose my cotton

picken mind  

 

 

because the same

pain each day when

I open my eyes

is about ready to

drive this

woman totally insane 

 

 

because the throbbing,

aching, blurred 

vision, sensitivity

to light and 

​​​​​​sounds along with

the headache on top

of a bad migraine headache with bad swelling to boot on top of these daily feeling's but today it's so bad if I could scream, shout or even cry to make it help I surely would do it 

 

 

but in reality it

will make it all

worse for me as

I wish I could

find a dark place

and hide away

from the sounds

and light of life that makes me sick each day 

 

 

because I'm to the breaking point to where I'm just about ready to lose my mind while the whole world stays blinded to their normal lives as this life I live daily is a life that is torturous living hell as it feels like I'm living in hell with this mind~bottling~blowing~sickening~never~ending~pain

 

 

as I'm the one suffering in this world where I wish time and time again that I was never born into 

 

because my mind is so confused entwined with my nerves, spine that's disabling what is left with my poor old chiari mind as I sit around fading away from a sickness that I or no doctor's can keep at bay 

 

 

as I simply feel like I'm losing my chiari sickened weakened mind as the time unfolds the never ending saga that always will continue with so much pain that is trying to triumph me daily

 

 

because I'm about ready to lose my mind 

 

 

 

because I can honestly say thank you chiari because I really don't like you much anymore so go find someone else to turn into your living rotting decaying corpse and vacate from what is left of my body and sickened mind 

 

 

because until you cure me or kill me I will be using my mind 

 

 

 

 

 

©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/04/2017 all rights reserved 

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