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I cant run away from it

I won't run away from it
No matter how deep the shit
I swear that I'll never quit
I'll be here til the end of it

Skin that is bruising
Scars I'm not loosing 
A time in my life where all I've seen abusing
Whip me, break me, beat me until I'm oozing
I'll still get up
Its my life your not choosing.

I make the choice to stay and endure
I make the choice because she is so pure
I'll take the beatings the pain and the strife.
I'll take it all because she is my life.

I'll shield her from those who have never changed shoes.
Who won't take the time to see what I'll lose
Its more than just me, this is family my soul.
If you take that away I can't fill this hole.

So I stay strong, and do what I can
I keep my head level and I act like a man
I won't raise my hand or push you away
I'll take all I can and tell you OK

I cant run away from it
No matter how deep the shit
I swear that I'll never quit
I'll be here til the end of it

This life, I'm not losing
But this skin, still is bruising
The scars they may fade but they'll always need soothing.
My ego is hurt but nothing need proving.
At the end of the day your the one that I'm choosing.
I won't let you go, so there is no confusing.

A pit in my stomach cus I know what is brewing
A storm that is coming but there's no way of moving

All it takes Is one little thing
Like a pissed off hornet always ready to sting
For you it's fight where others choose flight.
You have something to prove but you know it's not right.
I'll stay by your side all day and all night. 
Like a dog that is scared I know you will bite.
I still offer my hand and just hold on tight
We will weather this storm through all of its might.


I cant run away from it
I know  this is ligit
I swore that I'll never quit
I'll be here til the end of it

But my heart, it is losing 
And your temper ain't improving
And time, it is cruising
I can't just keep on diffusing.

It's been 5 long years and your still the same
Thought by now we would see some change.
We have a daughter now thought you'd rearrange.
But counting on you? I guess I'm to blame

My love, your anger can't dilute
But my faith in you, you do pollute.
You choose to poison yourself
instead of faceing the truth.
Your actions are destroying an innocent youth.

Our child  is there and she views it.
Everytime it gets too much and you lose it.
You run to the bottle and abuse it
I'm running out of ways to excuse it

I can't run away from this
You swore that you would quit
I thought we were thought this shit
I'll be here til the end of it.

The time has come to make a choice 
Do I follow my heart, or listen to the voice 
That's telling me, to run away.
Take our daughter and start to pray
Pray you get the help you need
Prey your mind is finally freed 
From this addiction, lust and greed
That's tearing you away from me.


I can't belive in this
I said I'd never quit.
I'm sorry but I have to split
There's another life, consider it

hurtdomestic abuseloveafraidfamily

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