That Feeling Pt 2
It didn't happen quickly,
Honestly, I didn't realize it was happening at all.
A few encounters here and there turned to seeing him every day
Turned to waking up to sleepy smiles and stolen kisses
And now I wouldn't want it any other way.
As time passes it gets harder and harder to rememeber how I felt before I met him.
It is harder each day to remember who I was then.
A more broken version of myself.
A girl who did not know which way was up because she had been looking down for so long.
I do not know if he realizes what his presence has done for me.
He did not save me, he did not give me strength when I wasn't strong,
He simply washed away the stains left by another
So I may remind myself who I am, how to get along.
He brings joy, he brings laughter,
He brings sunshine when I am alone in the dark.
The only fear brought on by his coming is that one day he may leave.
More than a loss that would be.
How beautiful it is to have something I am so terrified of losing.
I hope the day never comes where this feeling
Becomes that feeling,