Stay or go



This ain't a relationship  see
Its at your conveniences

You only talk to me when it's convenient for you
You ignore me and shove me aside it's true

I am not worth your precious time
Or hell even a thought in your mind

You want me to do this and that for you
But for me what the hell do you fucking do

Feed me line after line
Telling me you still want to be mine

I haven't seen or talk to you in over 2 months
You say it's because my life's to much

But let's just be honest with each other for once
You just want your freedom and don't give two fucks

You run around doing what you want
While I sit here loyal for what

A man who can't even call
A man who forgets to text me at all

Is this so kinda sick cruel joke
Do you enjoy the tears that I choke

You make excuse after excuse
I can't say a word what the use

I can't say how I really  feel
Because you will run away and not deal

I am sick of feeling unwanted it's true
I am sick of only you caring about you

You can't handle my situations
Well I can't handle  your no
 participation
 
I sit here feeling lonely and sad
To scared to voice my feelings you will get mad

True be told you see 
The fact is you really  just don't want me

You tell me I am your one and only
Just to walk away ignore me leaving me lonely

I can't handle this back and forth game you play
Just come on get out with it and just say

Look here bitch I am stringing you along
My heart and yours don't sing the same song

I hate your guts my feeling for you are not giving Fucks
I don't want you your shit out of lucks

I don't see call or text you see
I just don't want  you I am not busy

I am not to sleepy after work
No bitch I hate you facts are in am a jerk

I don't want you there's someone else
My feelings for you can't be helped

For a year you wasted my time
So I flipped the tables and it's your turn not mine

So bitch you just sit around waiting all day
And I will just sit here with your heart and play

Yes I am fucking someone else it's true
And bitch there's not a damn thing you can do

That's what I hear from you Josh  everyday
Even if it something you didn't say

I just want to hear the truth
Or you offer me some proof

if I was the one doing this to you
You would tell me fuck off bye bitch It's true

Do you know what it's like to feel forgotten
To feel like your better off rotten

I sit here day are day 
Wondering if I will hear anything to say

I sit here loyal and faithful
To a man who makes me feel forgetful

I am not worth your time or efforts
Truth be told this really hurts

I sit her holding on to hope
Being ignored and tear I choke

I wonder of you alive or dead
Because of the words left unsaid

I feel like this is a  joke on my part
And you just out to break my heart

I talk to my friends more then you
I turn people down  its true

They tell me to give up you don't care
I defend you and say watch he will be there

The truth really is if I called you dying right now
You wouldn't pick up  you would ignore  it some how

It's sad because if I was dying and got one final call
I would chose  you over them all

So after this gets send to you
 Here's what I want you to do

Tell me the truth even if hurts like hell
OR make some changes  need all to well

Actions speak louder then unheard word in life
Do you still want me for your wife

So spare me the pain and say it clear
Say the words even if I don't want to hear

Don't tell me I am oblivious
When your actions  speak so obvious