Hurt me with the truth instead of a lie


It's give up time
I could never really make you mine

I tried to do everything I could
I could never make you love me like you should

You know this here it ain't right
You cut though me just like a knife

The battle lines been drawn
Everything right well just went wrong

My dream were torn and tattered
I could be your all that mattered

I will get through this storm some how
But I will lay  in bed crying for now

I am working so hard to get out of this situation 
Truth be told I was never really your destination 

So I cry tear stains in to my pillow holding on tight
You just could stay in the battle you just won't fight

I don't get the happily  ever after
I don't get babies and a home filled with laughter

Why did you even come back
Just put my heart in another attack

Fill me head with thought and dream
Just so you can turn away and leave

I should knew from the start
You were gonna break my heart

Shaderd  every piece of me
Until there's a tiny bit left to believe

You chose time over love
I was a fool to think God sent you from above

I can't help how my life turned out
You just left fill my head with doubts

I loved you more then anyone
You keep giving up and take off to run

You keep saying I am hurting you
But you hurt me more then you ever knew

I was willing to sacrifice  it all
Just because you made me fall

You knew what you were getting into from the start
In the end you couldn't take it so you broke my heart

I don't want to be some rag doll tossed aside
Left waiting for you to decide 

I wish you would just honest tell the truth
 Say you don't want me  come on  give me the proof

I want the truth so I can move on
Come on tell where and how this went wrong

It's eating me to my core
Cause I don't know why you walked out the door

Come on just spill it now
So I can move on  some how

It's cruel to not give reasons why
Do you enjoy letting me cry

In order for me to move on
I need to know why it went wrong

It's simple can't you see
Just take your hand right out for me

I take the time to ask you why
And you won't even take the time to try

I got a lot going on right now
I need you to help me move on some how