What's is love

What is the meaning of love
It's putting someone else's happiness above

Its making sacrifice 
To give them  a wonderful life

It's giving up your own peace of mind
It's trusting them completely  blind

I just got it put in my face
All the mistakes that took place

I say I love you unconditionally
But I let my fear control the best of me

I pushed you far away to save myself
To save me from my own pain I felt

I was to afraid  to see the truth
I was painfully looking for proof

It was right in front of my face
You were paying for someone else's  mistakes

I am trying to get my happy life
To scared it's going to be cut apart like a knife 

Its time to let go of my fear
To work harder to get you here

I have been to scared to get hurt
To see you did what ever it took

You got tired of the crazy thoughts in my head
So you ran yourself 10 steps ahead

Here I am trying to make plans with you
You already knew what your going to do

I am stuck playing catch up
Your over there get shot unstuck

I am over here driving my self crazy
Pictures  in my head you calling another baby

My life's got my thoughts all messed up front
 I can't offer you anything  so how am I what you want 

I love you unconditionally 
That mean I need to think more rationally

From this moment on I  can't live in fear
I give that up to get you here

Take you your time and space
If I make you happy  let me do what it takes

If I am your happy ever after 
Let me help with this faster

Including  me in your plans 
That is how love and happiness  begins

Work with me show me you care
 Tell me your still really there

Don't let me swim in my thoughts of fear
You my happiness  I need things clear

When I start having crazy thoughts
Snap me put of it when I should not

My happiness  is yours as well
Say something my thoughts are giving me hell

I will try and relax  if that's what you need
I need some help  in between

I know you still care and are still there
So baby just tell me how to make you happy  if you dare

I do not love you to escape  my life
I love you with hopes of being your wife

Your my hopes wants and dreams
Without you  there's nothing no means

I lay in bed  sleeping wishing with me
I wake up each morning  it was a dream

I go to bed with with you in each way
I wake up alone each and every day

I love you passionately it's true
Without you around I am lost nothing to do

I know your hurting right now
Just don't step out take our final  bow