How can you say you love me so
When just walked away and let me go

Dreams and promises you made to keep
Play over and over again on repeat

I sit here and have to grive 
You just walked away and leave

It's like your dead but still alive
I sit here sad tears trying to hide

We were once so very close
No all I can do is wipe my nose

I tried so hard to please you in every way
Nothing was good enough to make you stay

You were always talking to someone new
I had to pretend I didnt have a clue

I am left with a broken  heart
My soul feels broken torn apart

Go from talking every single day
To nothing from you not even a hey

Try so hard to get my life straight
You didn't care to see it wasn't great

I tried so hard  but it wasn't enough
You didn't care you just said tough

I only wanted you  to see
In the end it proved you never loved me

You said it's bullshit  and games
My excuse  were just to lame

I am struggling to get on my feet
This hell hole I just can't beat

I made plans and try so hard
You caught me all off guard

All I need is just a job
No one will hire me so I just sob

I try to be a independent  woman who strong
I just keep messing things up all wrong

I should have let you help me
I just wanted you to love me you see

I am doing this with out you now
I don't care when where or how

I wanted the house family and kids
I wasn't worth all waiting we did

Your in such a hurry to start you life
You never should have asked me to be your wife

I wanted you forever
Now it's turned into a cold lonely never

You kicked me out of your life forever
You said it was to make my life better

Now I just walk around like a ghost
You left when it was just in reach the most

 I have to pick my self up like I have before
You not the first to walk out the door

I will find a way to heal
Even though right now I wish it wasn't real

When I get excited about things
 You the first person I want to call but it won't ring

I don't call text or write
I just don't want to start a fight

You moved on I guess it's true
I know I should but I don't want too 

The only person  I ever wanted to stay
You took off up and ran away

I know we will never be again
I just wish I had knew before we begin

You gone forever I have to accept it some how
I just can't right now 

My hearts broken right now it's true
Because it aches to feel a void that's only you

I hope you find your happiness
I hope you live in a state of bliss

Don't worry about me I will make some how
But that's well not right now

I have to accept the fact that your really gone
I have brush off find a way to move on

I am sorry I put you though all this
I am sorry it's you I have to miss

I hope you can forgive me for everything
I wish I could erase  your pain

I hope she gives you everything you want and need
I hope she fills your everthing you dreamed

Goodbye  I will always love you
Goodbye I tried hard but there's nothing else to do