The tears come the pain returns

I don't understand why it all can't burn.

The bridges I've crossed and paths of old

why can't they be stories left untold?

My heart it breaks and my mind runs wild.

I question myself and all the lies.

I fear, I question I wonder why?

I hope it all soon will die.

The tears fall and the pain entails

the hope of life a new fails.

One day i hope it will all be gone

and a life free of chains I'll have and move on.

 

The walls that break regain their height

I try not to fear with all my might.

I pray for strength, I pray for health

But every breath I take is a desperate cry for help.

I don't know how to make the nightmare end

I am to the end of my rope within.

 

The fears of what the truth really is....

I hope and pray I can deal when it appears.