Maybe things have been more

Maybe things have been greater before,

But hearts change and feeling too

Why can't people understand when they do?

 

Didn't have it planned and don't have reasons why

But things have changed and left me so dry.

I don't want to loose the people I love so dear

But what's happening has always been my fear.

 

I try to back up, give myself some space

All I get is questioned and lauhged in the face.

The ones I hold dearest to my heart

instead of trying to let me part.

They want me to want what they all want

but I, I simply don't.

 

I'll love them from now thru eternity

And a place in my heart they always will be.

But I can't be open and honest

cause all i get is punished.

 

To the ones I was so close to and held so dear

They have pushed me here.

I tried to take just one step back 

but now i'm back to my first tracks.

 

Walls to the sky and a heart of stone

Could careless if i'm even known.

I'll survive in this world I'll stay alive

All I wanted to do was thrive.

 

But instead of bein accepted for my wants or needs

I'm being forced to do as others please.

I'm tired of living that life for so long

so if I have to I'll live alone.

 

Locked up inside, with walls to the sky

and feelings held prisoner to the chains of others pride.

I can't go on with the hurt and the pain

so i'll just forget it all and let it drain.

 

The feelings will eventually fade

the pain will become a faint blade.

Then when all I see is the scar

I'll remember how I made it this far.