I worry about my weight...
My hair color and wrinkles too;
I wonder if it's too much 
And you'll find sombody new.
I think about the days when we dont have any time,
To care for each other wheither big or small.
The need for time alone seems far and few between ,
So I cant't help but wonder could someoen take the place of me.
The thoughts then clutter my head 
And I try so hard not to think
I just trust my gut insinct.
I know he loves me and I love him too
Just the lack of attention makes things well over due.
I pray for stength and courage
To trudge right on through
Despite the pain in my heart
And it being curshed into.
I trust things will work out right
As they always do
I love you for always and forever I will
Please show me you love me and need me still.