May have to aplogise in advance for this one!  Or just blame Stefan and John Coopey for encouraging me!  ;)

 

I denied it was happening,

Couldn’t be happening,

I couldn’t be feeling this way.

It wasn’t on the cards for us.

I would be detached,

Impartial, come what may.

 

I would just be your landlady,

Crabby and out of bounds.

I’m sure this is what we agreed.

You would just be my lodger,

Renting a part of my house

At my financial time of need.

 

I built up so many barriers,

Metaphorical ones you can’t see,

One by one you pulled them down.

Irrepressible, undaunted, funny,

You left me with no resistance

Till in desire I felt I could drown.

 

Yesterday the point of no return,

Sharing a nice bottle of rosé,

I said you were too young for me.

“Five years younger!” you scoffed,

Calling me such an old lady.

“How old does a guy have to be?”

 

The spark was lit, I tried to ignore.

No physical contact at all,

I said, “Night,” and went to bed.

In my dreams we were together,

Making love through the night.

It was so vivid and real in my head.

 

So where did my fantasy end?

And when did reality take over?

Suddenly it was happening for real!

You came to me in the early hours,

Took advantage of my sleeping body.

I welcomed you in at first feel.

 

By the time I was fully awake,

You were ejaculating into me,

Whether or not you should.

My body was shuddering,

I groaned in pure ecstasy,

How can being used feel so good?

 

“Oh my god, I’m sorry” you said.

You’d acted out your fantasy.

Dreaming of me drove you insane.

I admitted it was the same for me.

Newly aroused, we thought what now,

So with a smile, I said, “Do it again.”