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Doctor Curio

You came to this place, it was a fading wish The merest light to raise you from a certain fate The faintest option of another dawn The slightest hope of being reborn Welcome to the house of Doctor Curio (The place you heard about in murmured anecdotes) Come in and make yourself feel ill at ease The dirt and dust of millennia Lie like deserts across the decrepit uninviting entrance hall Where a half-human, tongue-less butler takes your overcoat and hat And ushers you into a vast and filthy library Filled with manuscripts so old no one can ever read them Here you are given a generous libation of a liquid unknown outside this house Which works insidiously upon your already overstretched imagination And you sense that before too long you will become a babbling incoherent wreck A shadow of the soul you were but seven short ticks ago In desperation you begin to look for signs of hospitality A friendly smile, a kindly look or breath of benediction Inwardly you are screaming Every muscle in your being is wailing, straining; begging you to flee But you resolutely stand your ground And hold your suspect nerve The fetid air engrains itself into your every orifice and pore The sense-surround, foul and rancid smell invokes the innate auto-gagging Whilst somewhere in the distant gloom a half heard discordant melody Is played upon a foot bellowed, bat-stained instrument Conjoined with barely human-sounding, tortured shrieking! A skulking creature scuttles suddenly across the skirting An involuntary shiver turns into you shaking uncontrollably As you see the mindscape beasts of hell Gnawing at the last bastions of your sanity When will this nightmare ever cease? Where is this Doctor Curio? Then jarringly you know for sure Your fate is written predefined in blood Doctor Curio will never come And you are lost for all eternity There is an dance version of this poem at http://www.opticalbusstop.com/Poems.htm

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Chris Dawson

Fri 1st May 2009 13:28

You went for tea at my nan's house then?
Cx

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winston plowes

Sat 20th Dec 2008 00:16

Hi Paul
Came across this for the first time tonight. It's late now, there is a storm in the trees, and I am afraid.... very afraid

Loved your goulish sound affects, the intro / breathing / etc. My favourite lines were -
A skulking creature scuttles suddenly across the skirting
(and)
As you see the mindscape beasts of hell

see you soon
Winston

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winston plowes

Sat 20th Dec 2008 00:16

Hi Paul
Came across this for the first time tonight. It's late now, there is a storm in the trees, and I am afraid.... very afraid

Loved your goulish sound affects, the intro / breathing / etc. My favourite lines were -
A skulking creature scuttles suddenly across the skirting
(and)
As you see the mindscape beasts of hell

see you soon
Winston

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Tue 21st Aug 2007 17:40

I would like to say that I believe in the continued existence of the human soul and that solcae love and benediction are present in the afterlife. I don't know where Paul's powerful deslolation originated but would like to say that beautiful flowers grow from our murky existence if we but recognise the fear that causes us pain. One cause of pain is the fear of being known for who we really are and sometimes that can not be a vision of perfection and we fear rejection. I personally believe we elect to live each lifetime to learn certain lessons and will not be judged for our failings. How can we know Love and wisdom if we have not experiences what these things are not.How can we show courage without overcoming obstacles that life sends us. I have had experiences of Western medicine if thats part of what the poem is about and believe it treats the symptoms and not the source of the problem which should be to seek an holistic approach of uniting mind body and spirit each of which are of equal importance. I pray you do not really suffer this agony in your soul. The Don Williams song 'Lay down beside me love me and hide me kiss all the hurting of this world away come to mind as to find a place of refuge is a great blessing in life. Do you know the work of Masaru Emoto and his work fascinating work with water crystals? Ask me sometime? Love and Light to you brother.

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