I Hear Nothing

A midnight bar, chatting with friends
Between the architecture
and white-noise thump
of the background music
Between my lack of sleep
and the alcohol in my bloodstream
there’s a conspiracy at play
Suddenly, the camera
crash-zooms into me
as all of their voices
are sucked out through a trapdoor
and I hear nothing…

I smile, a strange sparrow smile
furtive and darting
patently pained and broken
Eyes searching their mouths
I try to fathom lip-shapes
which words they could be forming 
translate to names, to jokes, to anything
The people around me chattering
they look my way and smile
but flailing and petrified
and mouth too scared to shriek
‘I hear nothing…’

Desperately, in silence
I’m trying to break this spell
There’s a rain inside of me
terrified tears cascading down
I rush from this wreckage
out into the soothing city streets
Is this the way it’ll be, now
is this a glimpse of some mute future
A perfect storm of sounds
that leaves me deaf to other voices
I’m fortunate it’s fleeting
but I hear nothing…

temporarydeafness

◄ Autumn

By Pessall Brook ►

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Tom

Mon 9th Dec 2024 23:01

Hi David, I love your interpretation. I know exactly what you're getting at and it's a terrible/beautiful thing. Thanks for reading.

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David RL Moore

Fri 6th Dec 2024 07:17

Hi Tom,

for me this seems a fine description of an artists mind with pin-point accuracy of definition.

A mind that is indepentently distracted and pulls you away from the moment whenever it wishes. Such a mind can seem like an affliction and is often misunderstood by those looking on.

You can only hope there is a pay off at some point in time. There seems little those afflicted can do to combat the intrusion.

David

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Tom

Thu 5th Dec 2024 12:23

Thanks Graham. Unfortunately, this one is autobiographic. It's only happened a few times, but very scary and quite upsetting. The only solution is to leave.

Thanks also Tom, Stephen, K Lynn, Tobani and Marla for reading.

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Graham Sherwood

Wed 4th Dec 2024 16:02

Hoping this isn't autobiographical but the descriptions are extraordinary. Good work Tom!

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