Almost they spell me

I switched my focus towards him in an instant

Literally impossible to walk away.. although

I know there's snakes in the distance

 

Rats they scurry and take ..calculated

Even rats have a system

He says I love you ...It's reciprocated

Intrusive thoughts making me a victim

 

When did love start hurting

we combined souls through trust

Lower frequency hits him with ego and lust

And sucks the life from the selfless

Like it's a given

Whilst I'm smiling .. avoiding ..

This pain stays well hidden

It's like

I'll never talk it..  I hope he reads this

I want to say this

I don't need this

One day you'll see this

Until then I shalt pop it in the miscellaneous section of my mind

Priority. . ..I

Higher self I trust