I wish I could be fit and health 

I wish I could tell a story 

I wish I could stop smoking 20 

I wish my head didn't feel so heavy 

I wish my heart wasntbso empty 

I wish I alot things never come to be 

Sometimes I even wish not to be 

But most of all I wish I could accept live 

To be able to hold you in mu embrace 

Without the fear of terror 

Or the merniones of past 

Wish I could share my scar with you 

I don't really know what happen for me to become this way 

And I certainly don't want to talk about it 

Is the damage done or can I wish for more time to undone 

All this pain